I’ve always had some amount of anxiety and depression, but they get worse when issues in my life set them off. I’m going through a lot of things right now, and it’s really bad. On top of that I’m going through withdrawals from alcohol and xanax, exacerbating my anxiety even more, it’s constant through every day. On monday I catch a plane ride home and commit myself. I just hope I can make it until then. Too anxious to eat or sleep, suicide seems like a very viable option to my messed up brain right now. When it hurts just to live, some of the fear of death fades.
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aStrangeAlien,
vitamin B1, can give the same effect as if high like alcohol consumed.
You can feel the rush of blood to the head after 30 minutes of dosage. I’d say it’s a good substitute to alcohol.
Some doctors even prescribe it for some psychiatric disorder.
If vitamin B1 can’t help that much, you can take some alcohol at times, only that be a quarter or less of your usual amount, and gradually dwindle your consumption.
But your time to serve may be so near, it’s better to be sober without the smell of alcohol that could jeopardize the sentencing of a longer duration.
And remember always, think nice, think good, smile the agony away in your head.
They always say, think bad you have to live, and think good you have to live, then why not think good and be happy !