Your may or may not find encouragement here. But if you find a higher power you can find strength.
I’m not trying to be a bible thumper or anything and I’m not trying to offend anyone but my “god” has done miraculous things in my life that I thought would never ever be possible. Hes relived my depression. I attempted suicide one month ago for over the 25th time. I was an atheist for five years, I was the definition of a non believer.
I just feel I have to tell other ppl about the power of faith, even if rejected atleast I tried…
well, i posted it cuz it was what i feel that time. but time really ease the pain, of any kind. i was just embarassed and disappointed that someone ask me to talk to him cuz he’s gonna listen and for some reason he just disappeared. he just made himself an addition to my negativities. i am nobody and i felt even more of a nobody now.
but then, it’s no one’s responsibility to listen to me. no one wants to get bored, and my stories are boring… so i’ll just leave it as it is. if nobody wants to listen to me, what else could i do.
anyway, about what u wrote, it was moving but in my situation, i am tired of waiting. i’m a mess. well, im a big product of irony. and it’s painful. i never really remember being lucky ever until now. maybe i was born to live an ironic life. omg, God chose the wrong person to handle that kind of destiny. I am weak.
We have different opportunities. Talking about faith, the reason why I am still unsuccessful in taking my own life is cuz I still believe that someday, I’m gonna be out of this mess. that one day, God’ll give me a better opprtunity rather that fighting an ironic life. But the more i try to be optimistic, the more ironies i get. wow.! watta heavy burden.! makes my knees tremble.
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hi, im charl, i would love to be incouraged to,
Some do care but remember we all have the same issues on this site and some people’s pain is more intense than others.
yeah, indeed, woundswontheal..
wow..
why do i always have to be @ the bottom.? even this site..
fine..
hit me here- ging020789@gmail.com
if u want to.. i’ll do my best to give some encouragement..
😉
@charles
or u just can post what u wanna tell me here.
what frustrates u?
Your may or may not find encouragement here. But if you find a higher power you can find strength.
I’m not trying to be a bible thumper or anything and I’m not trying to offend anyone but my “god” has done miraculous things in my life that I thought would never ever be possible. Hes relived my depression. I attempted suicide one month ago for over the 25th time. I was an atheist for five years, I was the definition of a non believer.
I just feel I have to tell other ppl about the power of faith, even if rejected atleast I tried…
hey EvilBritBrat,
well, i posted it cuz it was what i feel that time. but time really ease the pain, of any kind. i was just embarassed and disappointed that someone ask me to talk to him cuz he’s gonna listen and for some reason he just disappeared. he just made himself an addition to my negativities. i am nobody and i felt even more of a nobody now.
but then, it’s no one’s responsibility to listen to me. no one wants to get bored, and my stories are boring… so i’ll just leave it as it is. if nobody wants to listen to me, what else could i do.
anyway, about what u wrote, it was moving but in my situation, i am tired of waiting. i’m a mess. well, im a big product of irony. and it’s painful. i never really remember being lucky ever until now. maybe i was born to live an ironic life. omg, God chose the wrong person to handle that kind of destiny. I am weak.
We have different opportunities. Talking about faith, the reason why I am still unsuccessful in taking my own life is cuz I still believe that someday, I’m gonna be out of this mess. that one day, God’ll give me a better opprtunity rather that fighting an ironic life. But the more i try to be optimistic, the more ironies i get. wow.! watta heavy burden.! makes my knees tremble.