Tomorrow is my 52 birthday and I wish I was not going to be here. My husband lost his job over a year ago, we lost our home, car and etc…! We had relocated to TX with family and was evicted there. I had my “dream job ” in nursing. Now back in MS staying with friends and have not located a job in 3 months. Did I say no car?
Survived years of sexual, physical and emotional abuse. My first suicide attempt was at 8 years wiyh an overdose of asprin. I can’t go through it because I have a 13 year old son with aspergers. My sweet husband is blind in one eye, has significant hearing loss and never finished high school. He is very smart and worked at the same place for over 12 years and was laid off. He worked 16 years for Raychem until it closed in 1997. I am sure that he has depression from that also. So I have to think about them first. Just when do I get to think about myself???
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you do get to think about yourself…think of all the positive stuff hun that your doing for these people and how everyday is a struggle but your still here taking care of the people you love thats amazing! you do need to concentrate on yourself i know losing things is not fun/good…at all but thats not your life, your car doesn’t say anything about you, your home nothing you have to keep going and try and take time for yourself and make yourself happy in some simple ways i know its so hard i know but please dont think about suicide it hurts me to see people feeling like this because i feel like this every second and i hate it for other people cause it hurts so bad its unexplainable…
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