…I’m aware, and too many people are ignorant. The difference between ignorance and innocence is that innocence doesn’t last. Sooner than later someone realizes that there is something very very wrong with the world in general. When that happens, you cross the line forever: either you ignore that knowledge or you keep your innocence and you do something with that knowledge.
I have concluded that what’s wrong with the world is that there are evil monsters in the guise of humans hell-bent on killing as many of us as possible. And so, finding myself as powerless as the next blogger, I struggle with either hoping that karma has its way with those who would murder us, or if I should not give them the satisfaction and determine my lifespan. It sounds the same, but its not. I have no choice but to remain a slave to global masters; live for money… or die in the escape attempt.
i find no solace in religion and I’m unsure if it’s because I dont feel like making wishes on my knees will solve that issue, or if my brain is truly damaged from years of eating FDA approved GMO. If my pituitary gland is calcified and whatnot.
If anyone speaks my language, I’ve been called a yahoo… For some reason, people tend to like me, like my wife and [step]son, my biological family and coworkers… when I think I’m shit. My wife doesnt wanna hear it, and some Government Issue brainfucker will drive us into homelesssness with prescription poison and life altering debts. The gestapo is more than willing to carry out my death sentence on a whim…
I am askng for at least one person here to email me and ask me to stay alive. Any reason will do, because I am at that point. I am terrified at what I think I’m capable of… Its horrifying in its simplicity… I wish enjoying life was even easier…
If there is a God, please someone talk to me… lessworse@yahoo.com