i hate this world and the people in it……. i try to do everything honestly and end up on the loosing side………. or get misinterpreted by others……. even my luck betrays me all the time…… but i want to see till the end and how unforgiving life can be……
I too hate this world, and the majority of the people in it. I have a hard time connecting with other people because the way I view things and think are way different than everyone around me. I’d rather be honest too, which like you already states, always ends up on the losing side. No matter how honest I tend to be, how hard working I am, or how much I do what I know is right, everyone around me is doing the exact opposite; it is very hard. Your post really caught my attention, because I think stuff like this all the time. I find it very hard to live day to day doing what I know is right, while I see everyone around me doing wrong, but none of them understand me. I’d like to talk to you more, if that’s alright? Have you ever thought about changing? Not being honest or doing what you think is right to see if that will get you farther? I’m not suggesting that you do so, I’m just curious as if you’ve ever thought about it before. I have. I never actually have done anything that wasn’t honest or, in my opinion wrong, but sometimes I wonder how different my life would be if I just conformed to everyone around me.
“There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.”
-Bret Easton Ellis
This is a quotation from one of my favorite novels. It is the best depiction and representation of how I feel on a daily basis. Please do not get it twisted. I am not a selfish person, just a realistic one. I see things for what they are and refused to be manipulated by the fear and materialism that are the basis for our culture.
This world is DISGUSTING and the people who inhabit it are shameful little parasites who are either too stupid to understand things or to ugly, materialistic, and egocentric to be unhappy with them. We are constantly being lied to. We are told to live in fear of terrorists and nuclear holocaust so that a President can unilaterally attack and invade another nation. When in reality this is all so his vice president and their business partners’ precious oil stock will go up. Young American men and women my age with their legs and arms blown off, suffering from PTSD, forever damaged, all for these men’s greed.
The children, the innocents, the ones who have that amazing gift that they are not yet jaded or damaged by the realities of this world, what do we do to them? Little girls are bombarded from the day they are born with imagery and socialized that they must be blond, and skinny, and tan, or they are worthless. Little boys are socialized to be glutinous obnoxious alpha males who must always win. Public schools, television, movies, video games, all designed to sterilize our future generations ability of independent and creative thought. The kind of outside of the box thinking that might allow them to grow up and start asking questions and rocking the boat. Violence everywhere! These same children play video games where they use assault rifles and grenades to blow people to pieces, desensitizing them to the true value of a human life even if it is a computer representation. All for the best as in fifteen or so years many of them will probably be doing just that in some foreign land marching as soldiers under this country’s flag and the guise of democracy and freedom. All that desensitizing will be great for the military because none of the troops will wonder why it seems that they are really just protecting material resources and wealth or eliminating a ruler or society that rubs the people in power the wrong way, but, wait….what? I mean, LOCK N’ LOAD BLAST THAT TOWLE HEAD BASTARD WHEEEEEEWWWWW YEEEEAHHHHHH!!!!!!
We live in a country where a person can be sentenced to 15 years in prison for dealing marijuana while his cell mate is a two time convicted rapist violent offender serving just a 5 year term. Where once convicted of a crime you are stripped of all your rights, like being able to vote, and put into a system designed to keep you in some form of the prison for the rest of your life. Why’s this? Because prisons are increasingly becoming run by PRIVATE corporations who make money of prisoners. They paying them five cents an hour to make clothes and other goods that they turn around and sell for huge profits. So when they taught you slavery ended with the civil war, they lied to you once again. But who cares about those people anyway right? Bunch of criminal minorities who got what they deserved right?
We live in a society, brothers and sisters, where everything and everyone is marginalized and commoditized. A society where based on our current morally bankrupt zeitgeist each person is assigned a value based on who they are, where they live, the color of their skin, and their socio-economic class. It is this value that in many ways determines how “successful†and “happy†a life the person will live. I use these terms relatively as our societies idea of happy and successful means a big house in the suburbs, matching Volvo’s and chocolate labs, white collars, dividends and tax exemptions, and a life of materialism where the things you own own you. A life in which you are consumed by the constant primal desire to acquire more material shit that you don’t need.
I’m just going to stop here because I could go on literally forever and posting this is making me pissed and blowing my buzz. Plus I bet everyone has stopped reading and written me off as a nutcase…
Just know that I am right there with you partner. I HATE EVERYTING AND EVERYONE IN THIS SHIITY WORLD. For all the yuppies out there who don’t feel the same open your eyes and detox off all the propaganda and materialism that you have had pumped into you since the day you were born. This planet, particularly our country, is an awful place that should sadden and disgust anyone who claims to have a heart and soul.
This is exactly how I feel everyday, it makes it difficult to gain strength to continue living in a planet where you don’t belong. I could have not said it better myself.
I just wanted to let you know that I read all of that, and I do not think you are a nutcase. I think that what you wrote makes a lot of sense, especially the part about people being materialistic and everyone being assigned a value based on where they live, who they are, and the color of their skin. I appreciate that you posted your opinion here and hope that other people will read it as well; however, I do believe that there are very few good people left in the world, and I do not hate everyone, just the majority of people.
I’ve just happened to come across this site, and seen all the replies here,
and I can honestly totally relate with everything you all said here.
In fact, these are all the main reasons, or my main feelings, that I’ve browsed around & eventually found this place!
I hate the fact that:
1. The world is mostly run by the riches & powerful, but not necessarily the most genuine kind of people, ‘cuz there’re often just way too many dirty politics & trickery for one honest, genuine person (or leader) to cope for! and it can just becomes way too much to handle!
although I’m not saying that ALL riches & powerful people are corrupt like that.
2. Yet the much sadder fact is that somehow the majority of human beings (people) can’t see & know what is damn wrong with all the current “system”, especially the capitalist system. I mean, I’m not an expert in economist, but one doesn’t have to have a Economic master degree to see that there is just something VERY WRONG with how our world has turned into. It’s like too many people are become so immersed in the “system” that it even turns themselves into that greedy, materialistic, highly-competitive beings.
3. And hence it’s very easy for any ‘ordinary’ person like us, who’re often honest, kind-hearted & have good soul (by no means this is to boast!) feel so much helpless in fighting and transforming what we clearly *KNOW* to be such a big mess!
Changing the world quickly becomes a thing that’s seemingly super-impossible to do, and that’s what makes people like us just f*cking hate (pardon the swearing) this world, what humanity has turned into, etc,..and want to take the ‘quickest route’ to get the REAL peacefulness.
I understand and can relate too well with all you’ve felt here..
But I don’t know…. I guess the reason on why I haven’t seriously ended my life, aside from the usual “selfish act causing lots of griefs & misery to family members & people who truly care for us” thing, is because I’m still somewhat able to find HOPE, and BEAUTY / GOODNESS in this world,..that is if we’re willing to open our eyes more too look for these things, instead of getting heavily bombarded by the ‘negativity’ this ‘negative’ obnoxious society (& people) often indoctrinates us & wants us to also get totally *immersed* in all the negativity! Well, DON’T .
Even the fact that I’m seeing this site, and all its posts, is already *BEAUTY (or Goodness)* in itself, knowing that I’m definitely not alone, and Internet surely is probably the greatest invention that’s able to ‘connect’ us like-minded people, who’ll otherwise perhaps would feel much more lonely, useless, worthless, and hence, more prone to suicide! (community and sense of belonging is very important, after all, it’s a basic human nature).
And then there are other things that I’ve still found BEAUTY, and HOPE in humanity, and if I may mention some of them:
1. Music and Arts, be it Paintings, Drawings, even Movies.
I can’t tell how many times I’ve felt this world is all bleak & hopeless, and not until I’ve later out suddenly found such a warm, beautiful music, or work of Arts (even movies) that can really moves my heart so much,..that I suddenly feel it to be WORTHWHILE, and a.so proving hat there are still GOOD human souls, such as those who create those Arts! which relates to the next point
2. Good-natured humans (people) are actually EVERYWHERE,..but they’re just probably *scattered* just like, methaporically speaking, diamonds in the piles of dusts. Hence, the often too-easy feeling of “I’m just alone”, whereas in fact perhaps if we open our eyes more, and look around more, we’ll find these kind of “shining” souls around the corners, or in certain places or areas or events, constantly trying to do GOOD deeds, or for the good causes.
Again, one of the thing that gives me so much hope is the Internet, that because of it, now I am able to connect and find similar ‘hurted good-nature’ people like you guys here! Now THAT is quite a HOPE, isn’t it? 🙂
3. Evolve. Sometimes in our depressed state, it’s easy to see that EVERYTHING just went wrong in this world, and EVERYTHING is bleak, hopeless,..while if we’re actually calm down, and willing to view it from grander perspective/outlook,..actually we’ll find the humanity does constantly EVOLVE,..and somewhat we are all trying to change for BETTER.
You mentioned that there’s still a Slavery, but really, compared to even some centuries ago, you’ll see that our ‘humanity’ has actually getting much better. At least we are now more *civilized* than ever in the past, that we won’t abruptly burn some people just like in those Dark Ages (where ironically religion is causing all of that).
And again & again, Internet has somewhat ‘leveled the playing fields’ that even ‘ordinary’ human like us can have a VOICE now, more than ever in the past!
4. I believe somehow that human beings are actually GOOD in nature, as long as if they’re being LEAD to a good, true, inspiring examples.
I guess this is why we & majority of people still like, even LOVE reading those so-called “Inspiring stories/figures”,….because it truly shows what’s actually really POSSIBLE, instead of all the *Limitations* thinking that we’re often somehow ‘brainwashed’ to be.
There are also still many stories of ‘Lost and Found’, the stories of Transformation, people change radically from ‘evil’ to goodness, even if the change is really a moving one, they can turn into a HUGE goodness!
And in the end, these are all what makes me want to somewhat keep living, to see the POSSIBILITIES of what’s the future going to be,
but most importantly perhaps, is to become part of the CHANGE itself, no matter how small it is!
A “Change” is still a “Change”.
NEVER ever think the otherwise! ie: that you and I are just ‘too damn small’ to BE that change.
Because I truly & firmly believe that if you keep doing, and being who you truly ARE, without conforming to what society wants you to be, then sooner enough, you will have some souls converted, and even feel very grateful for your existence,…even if you never know about it (or they don’t tell u)!
I guess it’s really *not* without a reason that Mahatma Gandhi said this one very popular saying, that I truly treasure so much especially in the times of depressions, and that is: “BE the CHANGE that you want to see in this world”.
So I just want to end this long sharing of mine, with a positive note…to always, always try to find beauty & goodness around you, and if the “beauty or goodness” that you’re looking is still not there, or not present in your vicinity/area,..then go CREATE one. MAKE one. don’t hesitate.
Believe that you are definitely not alone!
Perhaps some human souls are actually waiting for the LEADER (ie: You) to start first, and they’ll then easily join your forces!
Please try to be positive (because ‘Negativity’ won’t do ANYTHING good, as I’m sure you guys already know & aware of), and try to create positivity, because that’s what YOU ARE.
After all, like my cousin used to say so well: “instead of saying we’ll all die anyway, so why not die now,..why not change it in reverse, and say that we’ll all die anyway, so why don’t try to LIVE our life to the fullest, and CREATE something good, positive, then we’ll die *happily* instead of in desperation and frustration!”
I hope this one simple heartfelt message would at least shed some lights,
and also sparks the “lights” inside each of you, good-natured souls, who’re reading this.
Then I’ll be very happy enough to know that I’ve caused a good CHANGE already! 🙂
Keep living
don’t die yet.
Warm regards,
Niki
(PS: Brittany, is it possible that you’re the one from the INFP globalchatter forum??? 🙂 )
Niki, your post really inspired me. I’m going to try to start finding the positives in things, instead of solely focusing on the negatives. 🙂 I think that if everyone would try it, just for a few weeks, maybe we could create a more positive environment.
I’ve never heard of the INFP globalchatter forum though. lol
Yep, peoples values today are askew. The idea of world peace is often ridiculed(insane).
But the thing that makes me the most sad is that I remember what it was like to be a kid. I remember how every little thing caught my interest. The world was bright and i couldn’t wait to for my story to unfold. I wanted to know how everything worked. I was very social and loved everyone especially my family. (I’m 17 and have long since lost that spark of life).
However things started to change when I entered public school. I learned about God and death. Haha i could remember staying up at night crying because i thought I would go to hell when I died.
I got thrown into this shithole fucking society where people are treated like numbers. I now know as a teenager that all I was every supposed to do in life was make money for my authorities.
Oh but i could have been much more than that. Maybe asked what my interests were at a young age and built up from there. I could have spent my entire highschool career researching disease cures or becoming a great artist. But instead I was taught how to impress my authorities and compete with my classmates.
I’m just building up steam as I go so i’m gonna stop. I just want to say that there are more of us like you. I can usually pick them out If I talk to them. But seriously do not give up hope. Check out the site actualsanity(dot)com, it sums up everything that’s wrong with people today. Sorry for my spelling/grammer. Also, sorry if I seem egotistical, I’m just really sad/angry. -Peace. Fores242@gmail.com if you want to talk, I would love to and I check my email all the time.
haha, bret easton ellis, i read am reading all his books currently, just a wild guess here, but did u say yuppies cuz you were thinking of american psycho? i didnt read all his books yet. but what book was that qoute from? the informers?
I feel like in this world, you have to have a name first for people to accept and love you
if you aren’t rich you do not deserve the respect
if you not thin you are not welcomed on this world
if you don’t have an ID, you don’t exist
at home if you not successful your parents somehow don’t love you anymore, you aren’t special to them anymore
if you work hard, your parent can’t just be happy, you are forever compared to someone
and this also causes hatred between brothers & sisters
I would like a peaceful life, with no judgments
everything is judged, if some whatever Pastor/Prophet performs so called miracles, they say it’s black magic or satanism whatever that is, we don’t even know if there’s even satan or God it’s just what we are taught growing up, and then you get to experience life and you wonder (where is God) is he real or made believe? and if he is the creator of all how did he let satan to be who he is ” that’s if satan also exists”
growing I believed in toothfairies till I learned that it was all a lie ” let’s not forget santa’
I have a very bad facial aesthetics and its getting worst day by day, its turning really ugly just recently. i’m loosing my self confidence and i feel like am alone now. I hate to go out people love to give a stare at you. I had this road accident about 10 years ago which cause an injury to my face, then it looked like just a scratch but now my left side of the face is shifting downwards. I dont know what to do to fix it. I feel like jumping off a roof or something. I am also being judged by the looks everywhere, i’m 29 this year and i feel so fucking depressed. I need a reason to live now;
Totally agree. The world is fucked up. The elite control everything. concentration camps are ready for the weak, poor, disabled among us. There is no reason to exist. No one cares. Family members despise and plot against one another. NO one is safe or ever will be. The end of anything good happened a long time ago. The “New Age” is just satanism in another disguise. Don’t believe a word of the main stream press or of your president, wherever you live. The New World Order is already here. Everything in the news is false propaganda. Citizens are told to spy on one another. Trust no one, including your therapist. Be on the lookout for gang-stalkers. Have a way to kill yourself ready when the shit hits the fan.
read about cathy obrien. read about the history of the nazi’s, psychiatry, and the cia. Read about the false ops ranging from gulf of tonkin to 911 to sandy hook. Look into Paul McCartney’s and Princesss Diana’s deaths. You have no more civil rights. America is now the north american union. The UK has been military controlled and big brothered for even longer. the u.s. dollar is worth nothing. You are doomed. you are doomed. you are doomed you are doomed you are doomed you are doomed. They want us to kill ourselves–less trouble for them in a few years when they have to round everyone up. You are not safe. EVerything you do is monitored. I will be killed for writing this and I doubt you will hear from me after this post.
Your food, water and air is poisoned. The “information” you receive is so filtered, propagandized, and mind controlled that you have no idea what end is up. Even science has been corrupted. It’s against the law in many places to grow your own food and this trend will expand throughout the world. Everyone is expendable except for the very few. Look up the Georgia Guidestones. One does not have to believe in aliens or David Icke to know the human race will NEVER Recover. Don’t trust anyone or anything, including me.
No one will ever be safe again. The question is, will you fight or give up. Either choice seems reasonable under the circumstances.
Wow CTB, where’d that come from? Are these realizations new to you? Or did they all just come screaming together out of nowhere, a la H.P. Lovecraft’s famous quote?
You see the post? in here it still says awaiting moderation, lol. But yeah, made a couple of quick searches on the stuff that catchthebus mentioned and i started to read that one. Also read a bit about fake ops and… jesus, had listened to some of those theories years ago but reading several of them together made me wonder if any modern conflict has been a real one.
False flag operations are pretty much SpecWar 101 these days. You can only acquire so much from a satellite/aerial surveillance. Sometimes, you need to get BOGged down in order to successfully gather your intel. Asymmetrical/Irregular/Unconventional or whatever the fuck you want to call it – it’s all bad news.
Like I said: Intel is what’ll get everyone killed. Which is why I’m so against social media. Zuckerberg didn’t formulate that grand idea of his on his own accord; someone in the shadows had him make that little adjustment to make his dream a reality.
…and for the rest of us, a nightmare in the days ahead.
Fairly soon, spies will no longer be needed since everyone is telling THEM exactly what THEY need to know.
C’mon, y’all? Can’t really be that stupid, right? Yep, radio silence.
[I know you bastards are monitoring me – Confirm: SPYGLASS]
Well, something can be said about security these days when one of the biggest social media sites (Zuckerberg’s) was stolen from their original creators, lol. Now that i think about it people was (and i was too) crazy to trust personal data into a system that was stolen to begin with.
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I too hate this world, and the majority of the people in it. I have a hard time connecting with other people because the way I view things and think are way different than everyone around me. I’d rather be honest too, which like you already states, always ends up on the losing side. No matter how honest I tend to be, how hard working I am, or how much I do what I know is right, everyone around me is doing the exact opposite; it is very hard. Your post really caught my attention, because I think stuff like this all the time. I find it very hard to live day to day doing what I know is right, while I see everyone around me doing wrong, but none of them understand me. I’d like to talk to you more, if that’s alright? Have you ever thought about changing? Not being honest or doing what you think is right to see if that will get you farther? I’m not suggesting that you do so, I’m just curious as if you’ve ever thought about it before. I have. I never actually have done anything that wasn’t honest or, in my opinion wrong, but sometimes I wonder how different my life would be if I just conformed to everyone around me.
Let’s create a New World
“There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.”
-Bret Easton Ellis
This is a quotation from one of my favorite novels. It is the best depiction and representation of how I feel on a daily basis. Please do not get it twisted. I am not a selfish person, just a realistic one. I see things for what they are and refused to be manipulated by the fear and materialism that are the basis for our culture.
This world is DISGUSTING and the people who inhabit it are shameful little parasites who are either too stupid to understand things or to ugly, materialistic, and egocentric to be unhappy with them. We are constantly being lied to. We are told to live in fear of terrorists and nuclear holocaust so that a President can unilaterally attack and invade another nation. When in reality this is all so his vice president and their business partners’ precious oil stock will go up. Young American men and women my age with their legs and arms blown off, suffering from PTSD, forever damaged, all for these men’s greed.
The children, the innocents, the ones who have that amazing gift that they are not yet jaded or damaged by the realities of this world, what do we do to them? Little girls are bombarded from the day they are born with imagery and socialized that they must be blond, and skinny, and tan, or they are worthless. Little boys are socialized to be glutinous obnoxious alpha males who must always win. Public schools, television, movies, video games, all designed to sterilize our future generations ability of independent and creative thought. The kind of outside of the box thinking that might allow them to grow up and start asking questions and rocking the boat. Violence everywhere! These same children play video games where they use assault rifles and grenades to blow people to pieces, desensitizing them to the true value of a human life even if it is a computer representation. All for the best as in fifteen or so years many of them will probably be doing just that in some foreign land marching as soldiers under this country’s flag and the guise of democracy and freedom. All that desensitizing will be great for the military because none of the troops will wonder why it seems that they are really just protecting material resources and wealth or eliminating a ruler or society that rubs the people in power the wrong way, but, wait….what? I mean, LOCK N’ LOAD BLAST THAT TOWLE HEAD BASTARD WHEEEEEEWWWWW YEEEEAHHHHHH!!!!!!
We live in a country where a person can be sentenced to 15 years in prison for dealing marijuana while his cell mate is a two time convicted rapist violent offender serving just a 5 year term. Where once convicted of a crime you are stripped of all your rights, like being able to vote, and put into a system designed to keep you in some form of the prison for the rest of your life. Why’s this? Because prisons are increasingly becoming run by PRIVATE corporations who make money of prisoners. They paying them five cents an hour to make clothes and other goods that they turn around and sell for huge profits. So when they taught you slavery ended with the civil war, they lied to you once again. But who cares about those people anyway right? Bunch of criminal minorities who got what they deserved right?
We live in a society, brothers and sisters, where everything and everyone is marginalized and commoditized. A society where based on our current morally bankrupt zeitgeist each person is assigned a value based on who they are, where they live, the color of their skin, and their socio-economic class. It is this value that in many ways determines how “successful†and “happy†a life the person will live. I use these terms relatively as our societies idea of happy and successful means a big house in the suburbs, matching Volvo’s and chocolate labs, white collars, dividends and tax exemptions, and a life of materialism where the things you own own you. A life in which you are consumed by the constant primal desire to acquire more material shit that you don’t need.
I’m just going to stop here because I could go on literally forever and posting this is making me pissed and blowing my buzz. Plus I bet everyone has stopped reading and written me off as a nutcase…
Just know that I am right there with you partner. I HATE EVERYTING AND EVERYONE IN THIS SHIITY WORLD. For all the yuppies out there who don’t feel the same open your eyes and detox off all the propaganda and materialism that you have had pumped into you since the day you were born. This planet, particularly our country, is an awful place that should sadden and disgust anyone who claims to have a heart and soul.
This needs to be spammed across the entire internet, incessantly.
‘It is no measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society” -Kirshnamurti
I’m resonating with this statement.
This is exactly how I feel everyday, it makes it difficult to gain strength to continue living in a planet where you don’t belong. I could have not said it better myself.
I AGREE.
I just wanted to let you know that I read all of that, and I do not think you are a nutcase. I think that what you wrote makes a lot of sense, especially the part about people being materialistic and everyone being assigned a value based on where they live, who they are, and the color of their skin. I appreciate that you posted your opinion here and hope that other people will read it as well; however, I do believe that there are very few good people left in the world, and I do not hate everyone, just the majority of people.
I’ve just happened to come across this site, and seen all the replies here,
and I can honestly totally relate with everything you all said here.
In fact, these are all the main reasons, or my main feelings, that I’ve browsed around & eventually found this place!
I hate the fact that:
1. The world is mostly run by the riches & powerful, but not necessarily the most genuine kind of people, ‘cuz there’re often just way too many dirty politics & trickery for one honest, genuine person (or leader) to cope for! and it can just becomes way too much to handle!
although I’m not saying that ALL riches & powerful people are corrupt like that.
2. Yet the much sadder fact is that somehow the majority of human beings (people) can’t see & know what is damn wrong with all the current “system”, especially the capitalist system. I mean, I’m not an expert in economist, but one doesn’t have to have a Economic master degree to see that there is just something VERY WRONG with how our world has turned into. It’s like too many people are become so immersed in the “system” that it even turns themselves into that greedy, materialistic, highly-competitive beings.
3. And hence it’s very easy for any ‘ordinary’ person like us, who’re often honest, kind-hearted & have good soul (by no means this is to boast!) feel so much helpless in fighting and transforming what we clearly *KNOW* to be such a big mess!
Changing the world quickly becomes a thing that’s seemingly super-impossible to do, and that’s what makes people like us just f*cking hate (pardon the swearing) this world, what humanity has turned into, etc,..and want to take the ‘quickest route’ to get the REAL peacefulness.
I understand and can relate too well with all you’ve felt here..
But I don’t know…. I guess the reason on why I haven’t seriously ended my life, aside from the usual “selfish act causing lots of griefs & misery to family members & people who truly care for us” thing, is because I’m still somewhat able to find HOPE, and BEAUTY / GOODNESS in this world,..that is if we’re willing to open our eyes more too look for these things, instead of getting heavily bombarded by the ‘negativity’ this ‘negative’ obnoxious society (& people) often indoctrinates us & wants us to also get totally *immersed* in all the negativity! Well, DON’T .
Even the fact that I’m seeing this site, and all its posts, is already *BEAUTY (or Goodness)* in itself, knowing that I’m definitely not alone, and Internet surely is probably the greatest invention that’s able to ‘connect’ us like-minded people, who’ll otherwise perhaps would feel much more lonely, useless, worthless, and hence, more prone to suicide! (community and sense of belonging is very important, after all, it’s a basic human nature).
And then there are other things that I’ve still found BEAUTY, and HOPE in humanity, and if I may mention some of them:
1. Music and Arts, be it Paintings, Drawings, even Movies.
I can’t tell how many times I’ve felt this world is all bleak & hopeless, and not until I’ve later out suddenly found such a warm, beautiful music, or work of Arts (even movies) that can really moves my heart so much,..that I suddenly feel it to be WORTHWHILE, and a.so proving hat there are still GOOD human souls, such as those who create those Arts! which relates to the next point
2. Good-natured humans (people) are actually EVERYWHERE,..but they’re just probably *scattered* just like, methaporically speaking, diamonds in the piles of dusts. Hence, the often too-easy feeling of “I’m just alone”, whereas in fact perhaps if we open our eyes more, and look around more, we’ll find these kind of “shining” souls around the corners, or in certain places or areas or events, constantly trying to do GOOD deeds, or for the good causes.
Again, one of the thing that gives me so much hope is the Internet, that because of it, now I am able to connect and find similar ‘hurted good-nature’ people like you guys here! Now THAT is quite a HOPE, isn’t it? 🙂
3. Evolve. Sometimes in our depressed state, it’s easy to see that EVERYTHING just went wrong in this world, and EVERYTHING is bleak, hopeless,..while if we’re actually calm down, and willing to view it from grander perspective/outlook,..actually we’ll find the humanity does constantly EVOLVE,..and somewhat we are all trying to change for BETTER.
You mentioned that there’s still a Slavery, but really, compared to even some centuries ago, you’ll see that our ‘humanity’ has actually getting much better. At least we are now more *civilized* than ever in the past, that we won’t abruptly burn some people just like in those Dark Ages (where ironically religion is causing all of that).
And again & again, Internet has somewhat ‘leveled the playing fields’ that even ‘ordinary’ human like us can have a VOICE now, more than ever in the past!
4. I believe somehow that human beings are actually GOOD in nature, as long as if they’re being LEAD to a good, true, inspiring examples.
I guess this is why we & majority of people still like, even LOVE reading those so-called “Inspiring stories/figures”,….because it truly shows what’s actually really POSSIBLE, instead of all the *Limitations* thinking that we’re often somehow ‘brainwashed’ to be.
There are also still many stories of ‘Lost and Found’, the stories of Transformation, people change radically from ‘evil’ to goodness, even if the change is really a moving one, they can turn into a HUGE goodness!
And in the end, these are all what makes me want to somewhat keep living, to see the POSSIBILITIES of what’s the future going to be,
but most importantly perhaps, is to become part of the CHANGE itself, no matter how small it is!
A “Change” is still a “Change”.
NEVER ever think the otherwise! ie: that you and I are just ‘too damn small’ to BE that change.
Because I truly & firmly believe that if you keep doing, and being who you truly ARE, without conforming to what society wants you to be, then sooner enough, you will have some souls converted, and even feel very grateful for your existence,…even if you never know about it (or they don’t tell u)!
I guess it’s really *not* without a reason that Mahatma Gandhi said this one very popular saying, that I truly treasure so much especially in the times of depressions, and that is: “BE the CHANGE that you want to see in this world”.
So I just want to end this long sharing of mine, with a positive note…to always, always try to find beauty & goodness around you, and if the “beauty or goodness” that you’re looking is still not there, or not present in your vicinity/area,..then go CREATE one. MAKE one. don’t hesitate.
Believe that you are definitely not alone!
Perhaps some human souls are actually waiting for the LEADER (ie: You) to start first, and they’ll then easily join your forces!
Please try to be positive (because ‘Negativity’ won’t do ANYTHING good, as I’m sure you guys already know & aware of), and try to create positivity, because that’s what YOU ARE.
After all, like my cousin used to say so well: “instead of saying we’ll all die anyway, so why not die now,..why not change it in reverse, and say that we’ll all die anyway, so why don’t try to LIVE our life to the fullest, and CREATE something good, positive, then we’ll die *happily* instead of in desperation and frustration!”
I hope this one simple heartfelt message would at least shed some lights,
and also sparks the “lights” inside each of you, good-natured souls, who’re reading this.
Then I’ll be very happy enough to know that I’ve caused a good CHANGE already! 🙂
Keep living
don’t die yet.
Warm regards,
Niki
(PS: Brittany, is it possible that you’re the one from the INFP globalchatter forum??? 🙂 )
Niki, your post really inspired me. I’m going to try to start finding the positives in things, instead of solely focusing on the negatives. 🙂 I think that if everyone would try it, just for a few weeks, maybe we could create a more positive environment.
I’ve never heard of the INFP globalchatter forum though. lol
Yep, peoples values today are askew. The idea of world peace is often ridiculed(insane).
But the thing that makes me the most sad is that I remember what it was like to be a kid. I remember how every little thing caught my interest. The world was bright and i couldn’t wait to for my story to unfold. I wanted to know how everything worked. I was very social and loved everyone especially my family. (I’m 17 and have long since lost that spark of life).
However things started to change when I entered public school. I learned about God and death. Haha i could remember staying up at night crying because i thought I would go to hell when I died.
I got thrown into this shithole fucking society where people are treated like numbers. I now know as a teenager that all I was every supposed to do in life was make money for my authorities.
Oh but i could have been much more than that. Maybe asked what my interests were at a young age and built up from there. I could have spent my entire highschool career researching disease cures or becoming a great artist. But instead I was taught how to impress my authorities and compete with my classmates.
I’m just building up steam as I go so i’m gonna stop. I just want to say that there are more of us like you. I can usually pick them out If I talk to them. But seriously do not give up hope. Check out the site actualsanity(dot)com, it sums up everything that’s wrong with people today. Sorry for my spelling/grammer. Also, sorry if I seem egotistical, I’m just really sad/angry. -Peace. Fores242@gmail.com if you want to talk, I would love to and I check my email all the time.
This is so refreshing to hear people speak truthfully.
Most people are phony and smile and stab you in the back and are full of hit
Thank you!!
This is so refreshing to hear people speak truthfully.
Most people are phony and smile and stab you in the back and are full of it
Thank you!!
haha, bret easton ellis, i read am reading all his books currently, just a wild guess here, but did u say yuppies cuz you were thinking of american psycho? i didnt read all his books yet. but what book was that qoute from? the informers?
I feel like in this world, you have to have a name first for people to accept and love you
if you aren’t rich you do not deserve the respect
if you not thin you are not welcomed on this world
if you don’t have an ID, you don’t exist
at home if you not successful your parents somehow don’t love you anymore, you aren’t special to them anymore
if you work hard, your parent can’t just be happy, you are forever compared to someone
and this also causes hatred between brothers & sisters
I would like a peaceful life, with no judgments
everything is judged, if some whatever Pastor/Prophet performs so called miracles, they say it’s black magic or satanism whatever that is, we don’t even know if there’s even satan or God it’s just what we are taught growing up, and then you get to experience life and you wonder (where is God) is he real or made believe? and if he is the creator of all how did he let satan to be who he is ” that’s if satan also exists”
growing I believed in toothfairies till I learned that it was all a lie ” let’s not forget santa’
Its not about the money, its about your face.
I have a very bad facial aesthetics and its getting worst day by day, its turning really ugly just recently. i’m loosing my self confidence and i feel like am alone now. I hate to go out people love to give a stare at you. I had this road accident about 10 years ago which cause an injury to my face, then it looked like just a scratch but now my left side of the face is shifting downwards. I dont know what to do to fix it. I feel like jumping off a roof or something. I am also being judged by the looks everywhere, i’m 29 this year and i feel so fucking depressed. I need a reason to live now;
Totally agree. The world is fucked up. The elite control everything. concentration camps are ready for the weak, poor, disabled among us. There is no reason to exist. No one cares. Family members despise and plot against one another. NO one is safe or ever will be. The end of anything good happened a long time ago. The “New Age” is just satanism in another disguise. Don’t believe a word of the main stream press or of your president, wherever you live. The New World Order is already here. Everything in the news is false propaganda. Citizens are told to spy on one another. Trust no one, including your therapist. Be on the lookout for gang-stalkers. Have a way to kill yourself ready when the shit hits the fan.
read about cathy obrien. read about the history of the nazi’s, psychiatry, and the cia. Read about the false ops ranging from gulf of tonkin to 911 to sandy hook. Look into Paul McCartney’s and Princesss Diana’s deaths. You have no more civil rights. America is now the north american union. The UK has been military controlled and big brothered for even longer. the u.s. dollar is worth nothing. You are doomed. you are doomed. you are doomed you are doomed you are doomed you are doomed. They want us to kill ourselves–less trouble for them in a few years when they have to round everyone up. You are not safe. EVerything you do is monitored. I will be killed for writing this and I doubt you will hear from me after this post.
Your food, water and air is poisoned. The “information” you receive is so filtered, propagandized, and mind controlled that you have no idea what end is up. Even science has been corrupted. It’s against the law in many places to grow your own food and this trend will expand throughout the world. Everyone is expendable except for the very few. Look up the Georgia Guidestones. One does not have to believe in aliens or David Icke to know the human race will NEVER Recover. Don’t trust anyone or anything, including me.
No one will ever be safe again. The question is, will you fight or give up. Either choice seems reasonable under the circumstances.
I will continue writing until they end me. I would like to be killed by cop. torture sounds real fun.
Wow CTB, where’d that come from? Are these realizations new to you? Or did they all just come screaming together out of nowhere, a la H.P. Lovecraft’s famous quote?
h t t p:// http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1828151/ <- not so different from nowadays standards of medicine at first glance.
Just saw the link that ‘M’ posted… wow.
That’s right, a mere few words has caused even me to say “wow” twice in a matter of minutes.
You see the post? in here it still says awaiting moderation, lol. But yeah, made a couple of quick searches on the stuff that catchthebus mentioned and i started to read that one. Also read a bit about fake ops and… jesus, had listened to some of those theories years ago but reading several of them together made me wonder if any modern conflict has been a real one.
i check the pending section regularly. ^^
yeah… life is not quite what “the masses” have been mislead to believe.
h t t p://w w w.ncbi.nlm. nih.gov/pmc/art icles/PMC1828 151/
There it is in case someone wants to see it (hopefully it will go through now)
…that’s just skimming off the top.
Never mind the threat abroad; our own governments declared war on us years ago.
Unclassified
Declassified
Classified
Restricted
Eyes-only
Disavowed
Denied
False flag operations are pretty much SpecWar 101 these days. You can only acquire so much from a satellite/aerial surveillance. Sometimes, you need to get BOGged down in order to successfully gather your intel. Asymmetrical/Irregular/Unconventional or whatever the fuck you want to call it – it’s all bad news.
Like I said: Intel is what’ll get everyone killed. Which is why I’m so against social media. Zuckerberg didn’t formulate that grand idea of his on his own accord; someone in the shadows had him make that little adjustment to make his dream a reality.
…and for the rest of us, a nightmare in the days ahead.
Fairly soon, spies will no longer be needed since everyone is telling THEM exactly what THEY need to know.
C’mon, y’all? Can’t really be that stupid, right? Yep, radio silence.
[I know you bastards are monitoring me – Confirm: SPYGLASS]
Well, something can be said about security these days when one of the biggest social media sites (Zuckerberg’s) was stolen from their original creators, lol. Now that i think about it people was (and i was too) crazy to trust personal data into a system that was stolen to begin with.
yeah… and that “something” is that there is no such thing as “security” on the internet.
Blimey.