Everyday i wait for my life to change and it dont even thou i want to commit succide i have always feared death i dont have no friends hardly cant never get no girls i feel possed in the head even thou im a nice guy which makes me feel even words i concimplate sucidide dailey but never can get the guts up to do it
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I’m not sure why you feel this way, other than not being able to get girls and having hardly any friends, but I relate to you in both those departments. (Except I’m a girl, and have a hard time finding a guy). I also think a lot about suicide, which is something that I’ve been thinking about for the past few years. I, also, do not have the courage to go through with it, merely because I’m afraid of what will happen afterwards. My life isn’t changing either, I’ve been trying to change it but so far, no luck. If you ever want to talk to it, I’m here to listen, sometimes it just is nice to be able to vent to someone and get everything out.
Yes you are right about venting it out do u have a e-mail or myspace or anything just curious
yes. my email is brittany6456@yahoo.com
you can email me on there whenever, i usually check it every day.
I do have a myspace, but i haven’t been able to get on in awhile sense my computer is broken and my laptop server won’t support it. I have one of those little asus latptops that won’t let me update my server either. But once we get our computer fixed, I can add you on there too. :]
I completly understand what you mean. For me, a huge part of it is loneliness. I think about suicide a ridiculous amount. I’m not afraid of being dead, and what comes after death. What I’m afraid of is the actual act of killing yourself. I’d also love to talk, and I’d be happy to listen to anything you have to say. My email’s lostintherain13@gmail.com.
Jordan I left a comment on here earlier but it says it’s waiting for moderation, I’m not sure why or what that means, but I’m posting this one to see if it will go through. I haven’t been using this site very long so I don’t know why the other one didn’t work.
brittany6456@yahoo.com
I think that my comment is waiting for moderation because I left my email in it. I just tried to leave it again, and yet again, it says that my comment is awaiting moderation. There is another comment that is posted on yours that is also waiting for moderation, and doesn’t show up here, but when I log in it shows it there in the waiting section along with mine. I don’t understand why I wouldn’t be able to post my email address, sense I see other people post theirs all the time.
I feel for you that you are having these feelings. Suicide feeling often bring up the fear of dying, ironically. Thank you for posting- this site is for that- for others to help out-
There is always someone for everyone. Maybe the reason you haven’t found someone yet is because the ones you have met were completely wrong for you-
I can understand your feeling bad luck lately- I honestly think that everyone goes through a time when they just have no luck… And then one day- they get all the luck in the world!