I’ve been contemplating it and I’m completely ready to kill myself. Between child abuse, society and my family rejecting me for everything I do, and my mom still making me be a girl after coming out as FTM trangendered, I’m done with life. You’re probably thinking that my life’s not all that bad and it gets better. If it got better, I wouldn’t be contemplating my 3rd suicide attempt at 16 years old.
I’m downing lots of GABA (that’s sure to make me pass out even if I only take two and it’s a normal day) then waiting a while before I tie my hands up, put the exit bag over my head and fall asleep, hopefully asphyxiating myself and keeping my body from defending itself. I really hope it works. I can’t handle life anymore. Wish me luck, guys.
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For me, is the inverse. I´m a boy in my body, but i´m a girl in my soul. My mom never understand me, she is very religious and hate gays. I hate myseilf, i´m a mistake of destiny;
I wish you be better and that you, one day, have a right body.
hi, im 13 and bi. my name is Arielle. i feel like youre really unsure as to if you really want to do this. being that you said you wer seriously considering it, why go thru aall that trouble and not being sure if it would work whe na neasy knife in the heart or head is practically fool proof. i want to be your friend and help you. i have kik and mine is ariellelove12 and i have oovoo which is sceniegirlie and we can IM id love to help you <3
Im sorry that you think there is no way out. All i would suggest is that you tried to hang on and speak to someone, it helps believe me. But if it is indeed too late then goodluck, i just wish you could have carried on.
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