i m a girl…i dont like my life…my life is a complete shit…i feel like a complete zero and a loser…i dono what to do ..pls help me…my skool life z a shit my coll lif e was yet another shit …i dono for what i m living i couldnt find any gud reason to live…i dont hav happiness in my life at all…my childhood and till 8th grade life was gud…den after that everythin went as a disaster…the ppl i trusted betrayed me and left me…my parents want me to marry now itself…i 20yrs old and i bliv in true relationship nly…around me der r many married couple but dey are not al happy dey are not true to each other,havin affairs…in my society once marriage z done its done nobody can chnge and in my stupid caste i dont lk anyone to…i ll b mostly married to a person whoz 6 to 8 yrs elder dan me…i could see my disastrous future now itself…i couldnt do what i like…fo past 5yrs loss in business too ,i couldnt be happy @ all…so i decided to quit my life pls help me…
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You’re 20 years old?
That’s a tough one Xylo. Which country are you living in, I’m guessing India because you mentioned caste?
Do you think your parents could maybe come to accept that you don’t want an arranged marriage and that you want a ‘love match’? I’m guessing they might not. If not can you at least have a say in who you do marry, meet him and decide for yourself?
You sound very depressed. I’m sorry to hear about your situation. Zx
u muslim?
Hey Xylo, dont do anything stupid !!!!!! I am from a similar society as your’s and have faced the same shit as you have. ITS EXACTLY THE SAME !!!!! Just couldnt believe my eyes when i read your post. Went through things even horrible than mentioned in this post, tried to commit suicide and landed up in the hospital throwing out all the meds i had consumed. Am on meds now for my anxiety and depression and am facing everyday by being strong. Don’t give up so soon. Talk it out, with anyone you like. If you want you can email me as well. My email is attitudz_ash@yahoo.com. Lets just share our experiences and try to find a way out of this for you. There is a solution for everything in this world. Trust me cause i know how it changed for me here.
that was almost impossible to read but i’m assuming you’re in tears and panic