i feel a repeat of last night happening tonight again. if so i no if i cut theres a better chance of feeling better for tonight, if i cut ill most probably have a better night but ill have to hide the cut till it heals and i might feel bad the next day. so thats my dilemma in my head.
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cant you listen to music again?
Cut up pieces of paper, or a cardboard box? What else can you do that will help you get through this?
is it the feeling of hopelessness, i can feel the blood goin through my arms feels like fire
truth is 1in7b i want an easy way out, coward i no but i just do
i do too, i wanna fall asleep listening to my favourite songs and drift out when the last one finishes
its hopelessness,lonliness,sadness, intense sorrow,selfhate, the kind where you give anything to have a friend anyone hold you for the night, not say anything just hug you so you can sob and not feel so bad
;( Oh man, it hurts reading this, i almost cried then – someone else feels it too – i will just break down soon
hey that means we arnt alone then, thats a positive, and you live in uk so i can come and hug you someday XD im sorry you almost cried 🙁
i think it will do good if cry at somepoint, its been about two years since the last time, and thats when depression started, just bottled everything up since i hope i dont rage tho, i’ve held a knife to my skin quite a few times but i never cut, i dont wanna get addicted but i need a big outlet, i’d hug you too 🙂 – if you feel the same later i’ll still be here
i wouldnt start cutting tbh try not to it becomes something more troublesome in the end, but try and make yourself cry, it might help, or just get really angry and throw things, break things just make sure your safe and you wont regret breaking things to much, it might lead you to cry. 🙂
i can throw my self off a building 🙂 then i’ll burst and it will all literally come out, think im gonna go find some sad songs now, what song makes you cry
ha your not going anywhere near a high building till i get my hug 😛 songs that make me cry..right where it belongs and hurt by nine inch nails, you know your right by nirvana and old age acoutic by nirvana, stay with me by celldweller, aand when your coming out of sobbing mode and need some sleep try if you must by nirvana. it thumps.
Pain.
thank-you i hope it works, i seriously have thought hard about what i’ll do next, i decide i’ll write my views on earth and life, try and write a song, walk up to someone and give them 50 pound and watch their reaction, i’ll buy a sky-diving session and i wont relase the chute, march 2013
is march 2013 you date if things dont get better?
March 2013 is the Cheltenham festival. Even if you don’t follow racing, it’s the most exciting week of the year.
better haha, im not depressed because of a personal problem, im sick of living in this fucking shit planet, materialists everywhere, disease pain all over the planet, i read that nasa spend 178 billion a year on exploring space – our own planet isn’t even sorted and space is what we explore, i wont get better, idont go out anymore, i have 1 true friend, and my family i feel are getting sick of me, i cant make a difference im 1 in 7 billion, fuck life, i’ll be on here all night because my only comfortable presence is on here, thanks for asking i haven’t said that before.
you dont make a difference? are you serious?? all the posts youve commented on and made them feel better, you seem to get my kindof deppresed feeling to, so youve made a difference to me, you cant change 7 billion lives, but you can change individuals worlds, and thats a hell of alot more than most do in a lifetime.
you are 1in 7billion, but i tell youu thats more than alot will ever be.
@Duke i want a win. Who? your what 29.? Work it out. And give me the win.
@oneinse fe male. Are you fat.? no boy will love you.? Bullshit
wtf are you on about? not female not fat
????
if donnies ridiculousness doesnt make you cry nothing will 😉
I would stit it up you.
wat? what is stit?
It’d Donne.
@ Donnieblack
Sprinter Sacre is an absolute racing certainty. All he has to do is turn up. As a novice he ran a quicker time in the Arkle than Finians Rainbow did in the Champion Chase. Finians Rainbow was running flat out and they omitted a fence. Sprinter Sacre is a little bit special.
this aint the place for me
this thread, this worl or this website?
£10 pound. I want a win.
world – dont feel real anymore
I’m not a bookmaker. They generally make a profit.
Why.? Tell.?
i’ll write a poem or song soon – should explain my feelings, i think you should write yours i liked your covers, nice voice
Nothing is real, only our perception of reality.
There that was the third. Now I have nothing else valuable to contribute to this site.
What.? All girl’s are honny bun’s.
ok, check your emails
Finally duke -_-
@donnieblackqwert-you make no sense, specically not now. what the hell are you on about
woah woah woah duke, i think we could have a good conversation – you know only the act of observation makes things measurable – the measurement problem
troll or ‘ill’
Wait.
Wait.
Thanks. That’s a really nice thing to say, but I don’t think you would understand.
who me? lets talk then
Ok 29 year old fucked up. Job No /girlno can you get one.? Youwant more.?
let it all out
@D wait it out. OK life’s hard. Get a job in what you love. Horse runin. Girl’s. Ok harder.?
Get fit. And don’t off yourself. D
Look. I have my own issues that I’m dealing with all by myself. I don’t really need to talk to anyone about it on here. When I was your age, this site would have been the furtherest place on my mind. I’m a grown up, and I know from my comments it’s very hard to believe someone so immature can be refer to themselves in that way, but I don’t feel the need to explain myself right now.
no thanks, if you ever realise what i have there aint no mindchanges, im done withit, i still wanna know how you’re cursed
Duke i’m in my 30’s
@duke ok man i didn’t mean explain yourself, i look into the same things i oh fuck it you wont even read this comment
But i look 22
Donnieblack, thanks but, I need friends that I can relate with and in almost a year I’ve only found like 3 or 4 people. When you get to a certain age and haven’t reached the targets that are expected the pressure begins to mount. I don’t like to lose.
You got a friend. Who never relate to.
No I don’t have any friends but that’s the point. It’s unhealthy to hang around these sites as much as I do. At least in the real world people go out and do stuff instead of getting plastered all the time.