Why don’t you want them to know it is suicide? Unless you are terminally ill, the authorities and your loved ones will never rest thinking that you may have been murdered. Oh and if you’re doing it alone (your suicide) then there is no way to leave no trace, you need assistance for that.
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Wouldn’t we all like to know the answer to that question lol:)However, I do not know your reason for wanting to commit suicide and in no way would I ever try to pretend as if I understand. I do not know what it is that you are feeling or what it is that you are going through. But I do hope that in some wierd way you can see the light at the end of the tunnel and perhaps reconsider. I’ll keep you in my prayers that whatever you may be going through now, that you will have the strength to cope with it, that you will have the will power to see it through. If you ever need someone to speak to, you can contact anyone on this site, including me. I am here if you need to vent or just need someone to listen to your problems without judging you. angeloflight91@hotmail.com. May peace be with you:)
I hear all of you and also am looking for ways to commit suicide by making it look like natural causes. I’ve tried od’ing only to end up vomiting and having no recollection of 3 days of my life. (I was alone). I am ill, in pain 24/7 and certainly have enough meds to do the job, but I do have kids that I don’t want them knowing their mother went out that way. I can literally say I hate my sisters for being too ignorant to educate themselves and they just stand there to judge and I end up crying and crying. I have MS, a benign brain tumor, a brain anyurism (dormant), high blood pressure, I’ve had several cervical spine fusions and disc replacements. If I slur my speach I’m on something. If I repeat myself, I get yelled at. Even though I’ve begged them to be patient with me. If I get lost or misplace things, which happens daily, (most of my problems with my MS is cognitive/speach/memory). If my hands shake, “that’s not MS”. Yes, depression is there and there aren’t enough support groups, or depression meds to fix all the ailments. The pain alone in my back is enough to make someone want to jump off a cliff! Even lost my husband of 16 years b/c of it (although he says no, his track record speaks for itself). I get the “you’re the strongest person I know”. If people really knew. I’ve even had a stroke b/c of high blood pressure and I’m only 95 lbs. I’ve tried to stay positive for so long, but I just can’t deal anymore, but honestly don’t want my children thinkiing I offed myself. I know if you mix two chemicals purchased at home depot (I have it written down) you can mix them and just fall asleep in your car (be sure to put a hazmat sign on the window). I do have syringes and was wondering if I injected air into my carotid artery, would that do it? But then would my kids walk in and see a syringe on the floor with me dead? I even got Soc. Sec. Disability my first time trying (which is hardly ever heard of). I literally beg God to take me daily. So if anyone has any ideas on how to make it look like natural causes (like I said, I have so many health issues anyway), then I figure with the pain alone, if I was a dog, they’d put me down, right? Where is Dr. K when we need him? Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks…Kim
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Why don’t you want them to know it is suicide? Unless you are terminally ill, the authorities and your loved ones will never rest thinking that you may have been murdered. Oh and if you’re doing it alone (your suicide) then there is no way to leave no trace, you need assistance for that.
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Wouldn’t we all like to know the answer to that question lol:)However, I do not know your reason for wanting to commit suicide and in no way would I ever try to pretend as if I understand. I do not know what it is that you are feeling or what it is that you are going through. But I do hope that in some wierd way you can see the light at the end of the tunnel and perhaps reconsider. I’ll keep you in my prayers that whatever you may be going through now, that you will have the strength to cope with it, that you will have the will power to see it through. If you ever need someone to speak to, you can contact anyone on this site, including me. I am here if you need to vent or just need someone to listen to your problems without judging you. angeloflight91@hotmail.com. May peace be with you:)
I hear all of you and also am looking for ways to commit suicide by making it look like natural causes. I’ve tried od’ing only to end up vomiting and having no recollection of 3 days of my life. (I was alone). I am ill, in pain 24/7 and certainly have enough meds to do the job, but I do have kids that I don’t want them knowing their mother went out that way. I can literally say I hate my sisters for being too ignorant to educate themselves and they just stand there to judge and I end up crying and crying. I have MS, a benign brain tumor, a brain anyurism (dormant), high blood pressure, I’ve had several cervical spine fusions and disc replacements. If I slur my speach I’m on something. If I repeat myself, I get yelled at. Even though I’ve begged them to be patient with me. If I get lost or misplace things, which happens daily, (most of my problems with my MS is cognitive/speach/memory). If my hands shake, “that’s not MS”. Yes, depression is there and there aren’t enough support groups, or depression meds to fix all the ailments. The pain alone in my back is enough to make someone want to jump off a cliff! Even lost my husband of 16 years b/c of it (although he says no, his track record speaks for itself). I get the “you’re the strongest person I know”. If people really knew. I’ve even had a stroke b/c of high blood pressure and I’m only 95 lbs. I’ve tried to stay positive for so long, but I just can’t deal anymore, but honestly don’t want my children thinkiing I offed myself. I know if you mix two chemicals purchased at home depot (I have it written down) you can mix them and just fall asleep in your car (be sure to put a hazmat sign on the window). I do have syringes and was wondering if I injected air into my carotid artery, would that do it? But then would my kids walk in and see a syringe on the floor with me dead? I even got Soc. Sec. Disability my first time trying (which is hardly ever heard of). I literally beg God to take me daily. So if anyone has any ideas on how to make it look like natural causes (like I said, I have so many health issues anyway), then I figure with the pain alone, if I was a dog, they’d put me down, right? Where is Dr. K when we need him? Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks…Kim