i used to be the girl that didnt care what people thought. i was me, and that was okay. but now i find myself getting stuck on every flaw(no matter how big or small). i hate that i will never be good enough for my family or anyone else. i dont even like myself anymore. i try and try to fix myself, to make myself more likeable…but nothing works. im still the same akward and pathetic girl i have always been. i cant even tell anyone(aside from people on sites like this) how i feel because im terrified of being judged. i just dont know what to do anymore.
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Well…you have to be yourself…you can’t just try to be someone else them accept that, you have to learn to be yourself and start loving yourself. Every person has flaws, it’s inevitable. That’s what makes life what it is; the imperfection of life. You have to live to please yourself, you can’t be stuck trying to please someone else, working with what they expect, you focus on you, and if people come along that care for YOU, that’s wonderful, you know that they’re real people. You seem like a sweet person, just confused and all. I hope you find your way.
My name says it all, almost good enough, I find myself in the same problem your in. I turn to drinking, but that just makes me screw things up even worse. I want to quit but…. I can’t!!! Just like now , I want to say something to help, but I know it won’t be good enough