Even full of t3s, citalopram, and weed I still sleep only a couple hrs a night
and its usually not until the sun is up…
I lost my job last week and have hardy eaten..
I’ve just kept myself numb ever since..
I’ve had so much shitty luck lately!!
I think about ending it with all of the above while drunk
With co posioning. I’ve done my homework.
If co levels rise above 60 death occures within minutes
only symtoms being nausea and headache..
Dizzyness and a few otthers..
However failier can cause brain damage…
I’m positive it would work tho..
As long as I’m not interupted.
I live alone so I’m sufre that won’t be a problem.
I’m justt tired of my life seeming going down the same road every few yrs
Since I’ve been on my own..
Seems like new job, new gf, new apartment every couple. Yrs..
I just want to be happy and it seemi never will be.
It always helps venting..
I’ve only cut once before.. really deep into my wrist.
I needed 9 stitches to close it up..
When I try again… it will work. I want peace.
Not a bunch of scars.. I have enough of those as it is!!