but i’m still here.
and I will eventually find peace.
I will work for it, somehow? don’t know. not time for death right now. time for bloody hard work.
A promise I have made to myself.
I do not feel like going into details.
But you are not alone in your darkness.
Thanks mimsycle, yea, its pretty dark and people can only take so much, i cant take abymore, suicide is the only way to forget all this shit, i just dont hace methods yet, i wish i could go in my sleep but nothings easy
Actually we can take more than we think we can take.
I have been through a lot.
Thought I was at the end, many times
Im drunk, so maybe I am at the end, but I dont know it.
Pfft, who knows.
I also often pray to not wake up, I have planned my death, It’s a pretty dark time for me too.
I found that even past your breaking point it can still get so much lower.
I’m not sure how I came across this site I think I was just looking up methods and means, its actually given me the first bit of real genuine happiness finding this site with a community who don’t judge you and criticize you for having enough.
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me.
but i’m still here.
and I will eventually find peace.
I will work for it, somehow? don’t know. not time for death right now. time for bloody hard work.
A promise I have made to myself.
I do not feel like going into details.
But you are not alone in your darkness.
For now, I am drinking about it.
let’s join a cult. And go out in style.? What say you.?
Thanks mimsycle, yea, its pretty dark and people can only take so much, i cant take abymore, suicide is the only way to forget all this shit, i just dont hace methods yet, i wish i could go in my sleep but nothings easy
Oh yea, i could def. not do this life sober, i gotta have my pain meds, i go crazy already, and yea, we should go out together donnie
Word.
Actually we can take more than we think we can take.
I have been through a lot.
Thought I was at the end, many times
Im drunk, so maybe I am at the end, but I dont know it.
Pfft, who knows.
I also often pray to not wake up, I have planned my death, It’s a pretty dark time for me too.
I found that even past your breaking point it can still get so much lower.
I’m not sure how I came across this site I think I was just looking up methods and means, its actually given me the first bit of real genuine happiness finding this site with a community who don’t judge you and criticize you for having enough.
me and i’m about to pass it again… and i just needed somewhere where i could write down how i actually feel and not be judged for it…