Me too..well some what.. I don’t really have any family. My mother is a drug addict, and that’s pretty much all she cares about. I talk to her once every month or so, usually longer. That’s the only family I have. I don’t have many friends, either. I’m pretty shy and…kind of awkward..lol. So it’s a bit difficult to make friends. I have a boyfriend who I’ve been with almost 3 years. But I still feel very alone at times.
Breaking points can be very tricky and hard to understand sometimes. I thought i was at my breaking point. But then i did break into so many shattered pieces. The thing is I’m not gone I’m still here just broken.
I feel unloved all the time. My father abuses me in every way possible. My mother sits back and watches silently glad it isn’t her. My brother is too busy being quaterback to care and my sister is the perfect miss cheerleader. I have no friends because I’m the town freak. But sitting back yearning for love from people that you might not ever get it from is crazy.
They say love is one of the best parts of life. That it guides you through life. Relationships keep you strong. And there is always someone out there for you. Maybe your perfect love or friend is breaking too. They say our true loves, whether they are life partners or friends that mean alot to us, remind us of ourselves. So maybe sometimes we need to push our hardest through those times when we think no one is there and try to love ourselves. Because it is once we finally love ourselves that love from others comes to us.
I really hope you stay strong and know that it’s ok to feel broken because some people out there will understand completely. You might never truely feel complete until you break and allow someone else to fix you.
It’s kinda hard to be “in tune” with the non-existent – “god” is simply the protagonist in a fiction novel … that happens to be a best seller – like a stephen king novel but commissioned by constantine
if “god” “loves” us … he/she/it has a strange way of showing it … what a bang up job.
I hope the Apocalypse does come soon, so that those who are guilty of hurting the innocent will burn for their sin, and then the innocent can laugh and piss on their graves.
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same here
Me too..well some what.. I don’t really have any family. My mother is a drug addict, and that’s pretty much all she cares about. I talk to her once every month or so, usually longer. That’s the only family I have. I don’t have many friends, either. I’m pretty shy and…kind of awkward..lol. So it’s a bit difficult to make friends. I have a boyfriend who I’ve been with almost 3 years. But I still feel very alone at times.
Breaking points can be very tricky and hard to understand sometimes. I thought i was at my breaking point. But then i did break into so many shattered pieces. The thing is I’m not gone I’m still here just broken.
I feel unloved all the time. My father abuses me in every way possible. My mother sits back and watches silently glad it isn’t her. My brother is too busy being quaterback to care and my sister is the perfect miss cheerleader. I have no friends because I’m the town freak. But sitting back yearning for love from people that you might not ever get it from is crazy.
They say love is one of the best parts of life. That it guides you through life. Relationships keep you strong. And there is always someone out there for you. Maybe your perfect love or friend is breaking too. They say our true loves, whether they are life partners or friends that mean alot to us, remind us of ourselves. So maybe sometimes we need to push our hardest through those times when we think no one is there and try to love ourselves. Because it is once we finally love ourselves that love from others comes to us.
I really hope you stay strong and know that it’s ok to feel broken because some people out there will understand completely. You might never truely feel complete until you break and allow someone else to fix you.
I would advise you to love yourself.
It may sound weird or stupid, but theres so much joy a simple mirror and an eager soul can bring.
god loves you very much and i do to there are many here who loves you so please dont give up cry out to god for help love john
how do i reach god?
Yes, do tell, johnny.
easiest way to god is death, right? or am I missing something about the whole point of heaven?? 😉
Maybe my atheist mind is not tuned in to the holy powers that be.
What is a god
lol im agnostic, i was being sarcastic.
and he’s above space and time, why does he need a gender?
It’s kinda hard to be “in tune” with the non-existent – “god” is simply the protagonist in a fiction novel … that happens to be a best seller – like a stephen king novel but commissioned by constantine
if “god” “loves” us … he/she/it has a strange way of showing it … what a bang up job.
administrator of heaven dawg
i know, they always ‘use god works in mysterious ways’. Poor excuse
I hope the Apocalypse does come soon, so that those who are guilty of hurting the innocent will burn for their sin, and then the innocent can laugh and piss on their graves.