some people think it is funny to throw the term suicide up in peoples faces; although if yo are sucidal you want everything to end and you always want to move on but there seems to be no other way out. i have attempted suicide several times now but mostly i have been nonchalantly injuring myself… to where its not extremely noticiable but to where it hurts bad enough for a second that i forget all my mental pain to focus on that one little thing. i won’t be suprised if in the next few days i attempt to take my life again… i just wish someone would notice.
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i agree with the first sentence so much. people think suicide is something to joke about and just bully people about. i hate it. i hate the fact people dont take it seriously.
I have noticed.
What’s keeping me here is the fear of the unknown after death.
Do u guys feel the same???
i definantly wonder whats after life….well death. but that didn’t stop me when i had my attempt. at hat point it just didnt matter anymore. i actually kind of hoped nothing was after death so i could finally be …..well free.
i find what stops me is thinking cold and dead in the ground it is sobbering but sometimes i wounder if its enough to stop me even though im well off i cant pretend depression doesnt rule my life
true. being cold and dead in the ground doesnt sound very appealing to a normal person…but to me a severely depressed 17 year old..i like cold and dead in the ground better then miserable, and wanting to be dead.
I always wonder what is stopping me, it’s frustrating. I feel like I really want to just end my life, but that there is something unknown keeping me from doing so. I thought it was fear, but I don’t think it’s just that.
i agree with every single one of these comments
Katiebear. I feel guilty now, because I sometimes joke about suicide. But that’s as a suicidal person myself, albeit one who is currently content with her life. I still would rather be gone and have done with all the nonsense, but at the moment I’m very far from making plans and obsessing about it etc.
I just think humour can defuse anxiety, tension and fear of a certain subject. It’s not to bully anyone. I have a love of ‘dark’ humour because it’s a way of overcoming the fear of that dark and deathly side of life…
I am of the school of thought that NOTHING is not a potential target for humour. If the humour is being used to torment or put somebody (especially a suffering person) down, then it is not genuine humour but, as you say, a form of bullying.
I know this probably makes me a bit weird, but I’d rather be laughing about something than having to actually do it…
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