My mind was unrelenting last night. I couldn’t stop thinking about her no matter how hard I tried. Based on the past couple of days, I know we can be happy together now. I know that all of our problems are gone and we can be the couple that she always wanted. I told her it would take time, but now the time has come. And she doesn’t want to see how much I truly love her. The pain just kept building last night until I was back to wanting death more than anything. I know it’s going to keep happening and yet I look forward to our interactions so much.
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Trent, what’s up buddy? Don’t get hung up on just talking to her, ok? You need to find something that will help keep your mind off of it all.
Literally the exact thing that happened to me last night buddy. I hope you can handle it better then i did.
Well it wasn’t just talking to her that did it. What killed me was the irreplaceable comment. I just couldn’t get it out of my head. Every time I felt good about us talking and being friends it would pop back in to my mind. It’s like I can’t even brainwash myself into forgetting the things that I don’t want to think about.
Well, you’re still going to be friends. You’ll be friends for a long time, I’m sure. You shouldn’t let that one comment affect your friendship. She still cares for you, so don’t give up. Be her friend and keep her as your friend.