Who would have fucking thought.

I mean.. I never expected for me to end up this way… Who would have thought sweet little Zoe is sad all the time.. who would have thought she can rip a razor apart in seconds and bring a blade to her skin.. who would have thought she thinks about killing herself.. who would have thought? Oh thats right nobody.. and I honestly am having a hard time coping.. with all that life brings me. Im always alone, moms not home.. all I do is get stoned and work at a fast food resteraunt.. I wish I were never born.. or even if no body cared about me.. so I could go easily.. without guilt. Fuck life and all it brings to me.. I dont know why I’m still here.