Ive started taking care of my business, things to do b4 i exit, and its going well, so idk how the fuck im going to die, ive tryed hangging 3 times but guess dont have the ambition for that method, damn, i need my gun bakk, anyway.. mabe charcol gas grill will be the way… Im 26 and i know the way im going, i wont make it till december.. il be dead by then.. but im making the best of my last days and look forward to death like never b4…
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You are not due to enter, for another 50+ years. That is many Decembers from now, can you imagine what it is you will be doing at the age of 36? No way to see if things are going to get tolerable, and should they do you may never know. That is the cost of severing off unforeseen years, with the sharp knife of a short life.
Seeing to it that you are still alive, surely there is some glimmer of hope that is keeping you here in this place you might perceive as pseudo-hell.
Here is to hoping that you are not misjudging death for something else.
Thanks purgatory but 3 months agp is when i really wanted to die, the a week after i tryed, somebody stole my fucking heart and i fuck up, i never wanted to fall inlove again, and didnt know i was till a month later, now that i chased,called ect begging for him back in my life, i have more ambition to die now, so much more..im a coward cuz i cant hang on a rope until i stop breathing, so im doing my research