Is this physical or mental?

Maybe my deep dark secret of depression is caused by my hormonal imbalance. I am 28 and showing significant physical symptoms of menopause. Maybe it is just stress. My periods are either too often or non-existent. Now they are more non-existent than anything all though I hate the damn thing anyways I’m pretty sure my hormones make me psychotic. In the past 3 months I finally get 1 and it lasts 2 days? On the other hand I have stressful things in my life. My husband is a drug addict. My numbers at work have been dropping (because I’ve been too stressed to focus) and he recently lost his job so I really don’t know how I’m going to pay for everything. He gets side jobs but then he tells me he needs rehab for pain pills and I’m like how the F*** are you taking pain pills if I can’t even pay the water bill and lets please hope it doesn’t get cut off. Now me, I do no drugs. I drink red wine, which is perfectly legal but I am an alcohol abuser. Maybe not an alcoholic but I abuse it plenty. I invited my husband’s mother, stepfather, and brother over for dinner and he wouldn’t get out of bed. Him and my nephew been up to no good now my nephew is in jail and he is next over this pill s***!!!! Regardless, I know for me, I’m ready to just end it all and I am so thankful that he is a sorry P.O.S. because if I for 1 second thought he would nurture and give my kids what they need I would have already been dead. Another mindless rant from the clearly pissed off and distraught beeyatch who can’t even keep a clean house anymore…… 🙂 Sorry you had to read this crap!