So much debt

I never had big dreams as a young person and I worked at Starbucks and I was happy. One day I decided to go to law school to improve myself. Four years later and I am unemployed and in extreme debt. My shitty car just crapped out and I can no longer afford rent or anything. I wish I could just take a time machine back to when I was making minimum wage and not in debt, I may have been a peon in society but I was happy. The debt is just too much, no one will hire me, I hate schmoozing and networking. I have no money to start a business/law firm. All I wanted to do was go to school and get out and help people. Even getting a shitty job in public interest is as likely as winning the lottery. My confidence is gone and I think pretty soon I will just give up. The one thing I do have is great friends and killing myself would hurt them so they are keeping me here. I know that money is not a good reason to kill yourself but I’m terrified right now. Law school cause me to lose my mental, physical, emotional and financial help. I am not angry, I take the blame for everything, it was foolish to expect to get a job in this economy. Deciding to get an unmarketable degree was my choice and it was a grave miscalculation which might cost me my life.