May be not worth it

The resilient idea of ending life as we know it , frequently pops at the point of life we all are in right now.
The reasons leading to that decision is vaguely similar for almost all.
The meaningless existence leading nowhere will tire you.
Being alone gives me the strength to think and act freely,without the fear.
Being alone makes me aware what I am actually capable of doing.
Being alone gives of liberty of choosing what I actually want

Learning to, really not care about things around you.

I have never actually blamed myself or others for what I have become.Ofcourse I had my arguments with God.

I drowned in alcohol so much that ,there nothing much different when I was sober or drunk.

There is no easy way to get rid of this pain.