I’m saying no but how long for ?
I’m saying no but how long for Will it go before I give in Hold on hard to what is good Freedom from these thoughts These times that bind me Please stand before me I am a prisoner of my own mind As time has shown I am the jailer The keys hang on my belt The doors I can open with forgiveness Gates will be no match for my will Run free I could be happy in the wild If only I wasn’t a man of sin Alas my prison is not made of bars Nor steal or stone walls The barb wire of my life is My doubt guilt my loss my choices Free myself is what they say How may I ask if I may Does one eliminate self doubt Give oneself forgiveness What would you do if you were me? Freedom from myself Not though religion Nor through faith Hope won’t be any help here So tell you what get lost!! Get out of my life let me be No longer sad will come back As the happy me.