I look back on the past year and realize i have accomplished nothing great.
I have lost the people who mean the most to me, they have new friends, new lives and are having an amazing time.
My family have moved to another country, so im alone.
Im scared.
But i know that if i keep smiling and hold my head up high and strive for greatness something will give.
I have lost 3 family memebers in the last 5years to suicide and it hurts, but i just dont ever want to feel like suicide is the only way out.
So i will make something of myself and make everyone whom ive lost proud, no matter how hard it may be. ♥
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sometimes accomplishing something great simply means being alive another day.
i envy you your attitude and determination.
i agree. i envy you. you’re very brave.
Thankyou both.
Im hoping that if im brave and just try make something of myself life will get better.
I would lying if i said the idea of giving up doesn’t cross my mind daily.
But i just think of my family ♥
I hope you realize life will get better and you shouldn’t envy me because i may talk the talk, im still yet to walk the walk.
Smile ♥
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