ever get that feeling when everything is fake? that’s me. everything about me is fake. like this for example. i registered with suicideproject.org because i wanted to read/listen and help in whatever way i can. the fact is, i’m not even happy myself. i am at the end of my tether. my husband and i keep fighting. it’s my fault. it always is. i’m selfish, stupid and insecure. i tried changing. i went to a psychologist but now she’s leaving the state. now what? i was prescribed anti-depressants but i never took them. well, i took one and hated the feeling. it made me want to slash my wrists. the irony is, now i do want to slash my wrists… fuck life. it’s so over-rated
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Why do you say it’s always your fault cause you are selfish, stupid and insecure? How so? I am not a big fan of medication but it really works for some people, perhaps it is worth giving it another try. Find a new therapist, it’s not ideal to change, specially if you felt comfortable and somehow attached to that person, but it’s not the end of the world.