I’m going tonight, should have done this a few weeks back but I’ve been lingering for some reason. I’ve tried so hard not to do this, but I think my life has been pointed in this direction all along, so I never really had a choice. I’m  slow hanging with cushioning, this method appealed to me after tons of research.
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Fuck, everyone’s dropping like flies, makes me feel like a *****. I’ll miss you Victoria
That sounds like a terrible way to die Victoria. Aren’t there less painful ways you’d prefer? Since you are choosing hanging, there is an extremely high probability you are suffering sexual tramas. Would you like to talk about it?
I have been reading posts on this site the past week, and finally made a user name. I’m in the bottom of the darkest hole and, like many, for years (little over 5 now) I have always believed I would eventually end my own life. Ive always fantasized about hanging, and am curious alluvion…is it really tied to sexual tramas? Everyday I wake up in terrible pain and pray to die…the only thing still keeping me on this planet is I can’t affect my parents and family so negatively with my selfish act, but lately its becoming too painful.