ITS AMAZING HOW OME PERSON CAN MAKE YOU FEEL SO ALIVE, BUT WHEN YOU MAKE THE TERRIBLE MISTAKE IVE MADE, THEY LEAVE YOU FOR DEAD. I CANT GIVE MY HEART TO ANYONE ELSE, SHE STILL HAS MINE. ITS BEEN SIX LONG MONTHS SINCE I WAS HER’S AND SHE WAS MINE. I HAVE BEEN MISERABLE EVERY SINGLE DAY SINCE I LOST HER. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. DEATH SEEMS LIKE MY ONLY OPTION. THIS PAIN IS JUST WAY TOO INTENSE TO BARE. I JUST WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT, I REALLY DO. I STILL LOVE HER, BUT SHE CAN NEVER LOVE ME BACK. I JUST CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. NOBODY REALLY CARES ANYWAY, IM NOT LOOKING FOR SYMPATHY. I JUST CANT TAKE THE PAIN ANY LONGER, IVE HAD ENOUGH.
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I understand I cheated on my boyfriend and I regretted it right away his family absolutely hates me and has been giving me hell ever since. But all you have to do is keep trying and don’t give up. Even if she pushes you away keep trying and if she loves you she’ll realize how sorry you are for what you did. It gets better over time even if it doesn’t seem like it right now
It’s been six months, there is no hope for us anymore. I’ve tried reaching out to her, many times. But I screwed everything up. I miss her so much.