I still haven’t made up my mind. I’m still scared and still very sad. I’m leaving tomorrow. If I don’t come back, I just wanted to thank those who talked to me. I hope that all of you find what you’re looking for. Wish me luck, no matter which choice I make. Goodbye. 🙂
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Whatever you do just make sure you’ve thought about it from every angle and exhausted all your options. :'(
Nephillim,
I bet there is at least one person who will be dramatically affected if you choose to end your life. Think about it. Come up with just ONE name. Even if suicide is definitely what you want to do… think about how it may affect that ONE person. I’ve talked myself out of suicide before by thinking about how it is selfish to end my life because of the other people around me who will be affected by it. Peace be with you.
I can think of a few hearts that will be broken. Yes it is a selfish decision. But it would also be selfish of them to want me to stay here knowing the kind of pain I’m in. What determines our worth is one part what someone else things, 3 parts what we think of ourselves. I can’t feel like this anymore. I can’t be alone anymore. I don’t belong here and I don’t fit in anywhere. I’m suffocating in this body, in this world, in this time.
Have a good trip I’ll be gone in about a year too
All the best, I’ll be along shortly.
Please realise, before you do it, if it is what you truely want out of life. If you find nothing to strive for then farewell.