No. I can’t handle seeing it. It is making things worse again. Normally when she is sad she will text me. Telling me her situation. And then asked for a hug. Why hasn’t she done that yet?
I am hoping tomorrow she will come talk to me I really need a hug from her too. 🙁
Fuck everything. And life. I would end it. But she told me it would kill her if I did. I can’t imagine what she would do. And I don’t want to.