i have nothing. i have no one. i thought you cared, but i guess you don’t. and no one else does either.
i’m worthless. i can’t even take myself anymore, i just want to die. die, and just never feel anything anymore. i’m sick of feelings, i’m sick of these feelings. i want them to go away. the only way i can do that is to die.
i’m tired of everyone’s thoughts about me. look what i’ve become. are you proud that you’ve made me feel completely horrible once again? are you happy i’m drowning in my misery even more? does it make you smile to see me suffering?
i once trusted you, and you fucked me over. my life has become a complete mess and everyday i have to put up with the same shit. constantly. your shit. and mine. thanks again for calling me a loser, a slut, a *****, a *****. but i guess everything’s my fault right? as always. i fucked everything up between us, i mess up everything. i’ll never be good for anything.
i can’t concentrate, focus, all i can do is wish i were dead. school sucks. life sucks. i guess that’s normal and i’m just a wimp who can’t take it.
but you told me to stay alive. and i don’t know what i’m going to do anymore.
you’re gone. and so is everyone else.