It’s my birthday and of course, another year goes by showing how unloved I am. Clearly I’m a hideous cave troll when everyone backs out of hanging out with me. I don’t Why I’m still alive. I don’t matter. No one cares about my birthday, no one cares about me.
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I do care my frnd.hw old hv u became?hv u got gifts?did any1 wished u?i will “happy birthday”
happy birthday! you dont need other people to enjoy your day. do something you love and f everyone else! rent a redbox, get a cupcake, atke a bath and chillax! hope you have a great one!
Happy birthday! Good excuse to get hammered.You have no family?
Happy birthday !, although I hate birthdays, there just a reminder of how old your getting, and of what you haven’t achieved in the year, And other peoples birthdays, like people who have died, there birthdays are the worst, no celebration just depression. But when it’s your own birthday, the best thing to do is get completely smashed ! And forget.
Happy Birthday to you! I feel the same way you do about them but I hope that today somehow is not a painful but a good day for you. Indulge and spoil yourself!
happy birthday ijw2d 🙂 I hate birthdays too but you’ve to know there ARE people out there who cares about you =)
I have a “birthday” coming up. But it means nothing to me, It’s just another day. Birthdays are about celebrating family and friends
Same thing with holidays. They mean nothing to me as I have no family or friends. My entire family is dead except my dad who doesn’t give a shit about me. I get the day off from work. That’s all Christmas and Thanksgiving mean to me
splatt is right. they are just another day,and whatever you decide to make of them is plenty. i dont have any family or friends,either. but i choose to treat myself to something i normally wouldnt on my birthday or on other holidays. it is what you decide to make of it. if you just want it to be another day,then thats all it is. if you indulge yourself, then that is what you decide too. they are your days to make what you want out of. in this society we seem to think we need others to make us happy-but really we decide if we are happy or not. we make our own happiness.
sorry it sounds so sappy…just make your own happiness on these days by doing something you enjoy.
When you get older they just feel like another day. I think a lot of people out there don’t do much for their birthdays. If you did feel up to celebrating it, I’m sure somebody would take you out. Just have to find decent friends to hang out with. I never mention it because it really doesn’t bother me. I don’t know whether it’s the idea of celebrating it as people do you find appealing as opposed to actually having the experiencing. It doesn’t make you inadequate you know. If people don’t make the effort to treat you or at least be there then they aren’t worth it. There are some people that don’t even know when they were born and have to make it up. I know it feels bad. I don’t really believe in sending people cards but if you lived closer to me I would definitely take you out to a top place if it made you have a memorable experience so there must be people out there that would. I think that shyness and low self esteem create a barrier but you have to accept that people can’t read your mind so they don’t know how you feel. It’s not always them. If you’ve ever been on the bus or metro you have a hundred people crammed in a small space but no one ever talks to each other. I’m not saying I would want to of course I wouldn’t but it goes some way to showing how society in general lack basic social skills.