Hi
im just messed up.
If i make any move it has a number of consequences…… The expected becomes the unexpected. I used to have hope but i dont. Every morning i cant get up of the bed. I feel lonely im just sick and tired of how everything turned out to be?
When i look at the mirror i see a different person and thats not me. His face is thin. He experiences hair loss. His beauty is fading away. Im just 18 and i cant live like this i was given false promises its just exhausting. Im tired of hating myself. Im dissapointed and angry
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@Ali abid….Hey. Here is what you wrote me not long ago “I know how you feel. But you are worthy. A worthy being please keep holding on” That helped me. I asked that you hold on with me…. I hoped too things would get better (for the both of us). I know how it feels to be in this endless cycle and you are ready to get off the train and sometimes that train is moving way to fast.
Thanks for your advice. I just keep jumping from one frying pan to another. Every decision i have made ruined me its like im continuosly digging up a hole. Everyone calls me stupid. Well i wish my life had a reset button so that i can go back to my high school life where i was happy. But my university life sucks.
Your comment truly made me feel alive yes we are worthy and we will hold on to this life. Thanks zacurious:)
@Ali abid…Well at least you’re still digging. I’m at the bottom waiting for someone to drop down a rope. (ha, and I told someone that and I said that even when the rope comes, I stupidly slap it away) I know. I’m sure we all wish to reset something in life, but remember, that doesn’t always mean it will be better. It could be worse.
You are right……being in the bottom does not mean you are useless.
Add me at yahoo abdihameedali@yahoo.co.uk if you have any problem
thanks u truly healed my depression
@Ali Thanks…I can never heal your depression, but I can do what I can to listen and help.
No you did more than that from today i wont post sad messages here i will just listen and help those in need