STOP THE HATE

Rumors spread like wildfire. My friend and I are in 8th grade and there are already rumors about being pregnant, giving blow-jobs, and having STD’S and aids. Have you ever felt a thousand eyes stare into your soul? As you walk down the school hallway, big round eyes staring and a hush whispers hurtful words into your ears. You just want to end your suffering, to part the world, rumors and past. You want to move on, but everyone reminds you of your regrets. No matter the gender, the populars go at you, like your nothing to their society. Everyday I look in the mirror and think who’s that reflection in the mirror? It’s someone that I don’t know anymore, the rumors took over me, brain washed me, into a lifeless zombie. Every hateful word, is a like a dagger to my heart. People don’t know me, they can’t feel my emotions, they don’t know my past or what I’ve been through. Pain is the only feeling that takes over me when I hear and see everyone pick on me, abuse me, threaten me, or even ignore me. Those lies that were fibbed about me affect my friends, family, social life, and school. Outside of school, i’m nothing but a victim virbulal and physical abuse. The worst feeling in the world is NOTHING. I break down to my parents, they don’t trust me. Even they believe the rumors. If i like a boy and fall for him, in the end, he’s just looking for more than just my feelings. I’m fat. I’m worthless. I’m stupid. I’m weak. I’m a nobody to the populars. I’m just a poor, helpless middle schooler. I feel like people just waste their time even looking at me. My friend once was inlove to the point to where her and her boyfriend almost went to far. She went to me straight away. Saying that her boyfriend almost forced her to have sex with him. Obviously she broke up with him right away..which led her to have feelings for other boys too. We have been best friends for more than 5 years, I’ve never had these feelings put upon me. I’ve tried to commit suicide before, but then I realized that I can’t leave my friends. My friends are what got me through this and kept my hopes up that the bullying and rumors will stop. HEAR MY MESSAGE: “If you believe in the things people say about you, then you are going to become more and more like the things they say. Take a stand towards bullying, don’t let them be your pray to feed on your insecurities. The whole reason why I registered for this website is because I wanted to share my stories to you…WE CARE”