Um hey everyone my name is Bri I’m 14. I’ve been through some things We all have I guess this is why we are on this website. I’m not the prettiest or the skinniest girl out their I know that… Getting made fun of every day at school you know really gets to you. Getting pushed in to lockers and people bumping into you on purpose. Or having some one call you out in front of everybody getting called names like ugly, fat, loser, stupid, spit, Mexican, border jumper, immigrant, ect. It really got to me I remember the first time I cut I was so nervous but I did and kept doing it over and over. I got addicted. Stopped for a month or two but things just got worse. So I started cutting again things were awful, wouldn’t eat for a week or two. Having to tell everyone I’m not hungry or I already ate. Or I’m fine, okay, just tired didn’t sleep at all last night. Lying to the people who mean the most to you. Getting judge at every day, by your clothes, hair, make up, if you have a pimple or two. Not an IPhone or name brand shoes. Walking down the hall way and every one looking at you and talking about you. I’m not a loner I have friends just because you have friends doesn’t mean they are always going to be there for you. Or no how you feel. No one knows I cut or that I cry my self to sleep every night or not evening going to sleep at all. Music is my life it’s all I got. If any one needs someone to talk to just know I’ll always be here, just message me and you can ask for my number if you would want to text me instead of messaging on here. I don’t judge people because I know how it feels.
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I went through some bullying when I was in high school too, I’m a sophomore in college now. I know how terrible it feels and I’m so sorry you’re going through this. What I can tell you is that it DOES get better and soon those people won’t matter at all! You are beautiful and don’t listen to anyone trying to tell you different!