Sometimes I think I am invisible. People say they want a good friend, a friend that wants to protect them and that can be trustworthy…it suxs! I want to be that friend…I want to be a good friend to someone. But…no one will take it…it’s like every time I try I get shut out…I know I am annoying, can be mean, and not very good looking. But I mean come on? Is that really a reason I can’t be friends with someone. Do I really deserves to feel lonely?…I don’t want to feel like this anymore…I want to be noticed…I wan to stop being so shy.
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first off you dont deserve to feel this way, no one ever does. not sure if you are a chick or dude, but whatever you are , dont forget that youre an amazing person who serves a great purpose in life wther u have found the reason yet or not. hang in there and keep on going.
I don’t know. I don’t feel amazing…I have a purpose, but I don’t like it…I hate the gift…it’s just another reason why I feel so out of touch and hurt…
you know all of us here feel the same but we have made it so far in life we cannot give up. its okay to hurt, we have emotions and sometimes they make us feel so weak. but stay strong and dont give up. you are a great person, im sure anyone would be lucky to have a friend like you
…I’m just so hurt…I hate these emotions…I am so used to feeling my numbness and that is it nothing else! It’s like I am totally new with emotions again! And I hate it…because the first emotion I have felt in a long time is…pain…