Hi my names Cathy and im 14.
I want to just disappear from this earth. I dont want to kill myself. I don’t want to feel the pain … I just want to go away. I can’t hold it anymore. I have been abused by my father, i have been cyber bullied… what next?!?!? I dont want to lose my mum..or siblings. But at the same time i just want to go away. I want people to forget about me and let me leave. I dont want to do suicide. I would perfer to die more in a accident. Help. Im even scared of myself.
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I know how it is to feel this way. But have you tried talking to someone? I’ve recently built up the courage to somewhat tell one of my sisters how I feel. I haven’t necessarily told her I wanted to die I just told her I was feeling kind of down lately and that I’ve been having bad thoughts. I honestly thought she wouldn’t care. But I think she does, and the feeling of knowing someone cares has really helped me. Maybe you should try talking to one of your siblings about it?