I have Never Been Truly Happy,I Tried To Drink,Having Sex As Many As Possible Bt I Only Ended Up With Delayed Ejaculations cos Of Stress,Then Broke Up With My Lovers,I Cant Enjoy Anything,Even When I Dont Have Money I Cant feel The Need For It..I Can Stay Up To 2 Dayz Without Eating..I’m A Loner And Have Been All My Life..I Have A Family Bt I fought With All Of Them..I Even Get So Angry That I Feel I Can Kill Someone..I Beated Up My Father. .So I Think This World Is a Better Place Without Me,I Curse The Day I Was Borne..GOODBYE ..
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i understand that feeling… nothing dulls the pain, nothing at all.
Why don’t you speak to the samaritans? Speak to your doctor. Speak to someone who can give you a different perspective on things because you can’t trust your own mind, I know. When you are low things become distorted. Get anger management. Try and change your situation but do something.
I think theres No doc that will ever understand this,i think u have experinced what i feel so u can understand better,i’m very negative now,i suspect everythin,i cant look people in the eyez when i walk or talk to them,i feel they will all notice this terrible look on my face. ..i always find myself alone.Everywhere i go something happens and people leave,though not b’se of me..bt i dont understand if its a fate or what. ..i’m in college,and i’m good looking bt i always look so serious that girls get scared away. ..and so does everyone else..whats the purpose of life now!..can i talk to u here is my e-mail:Thabitdaudi@gmail.com ..from Somewhere In Africa