i don’t know what to do. i know i can’t depend on my friends because then i’m codependant, i can’t depend on my family because then i’m ruining their lives i can’t depend on myself because i’m not a real person, i never learned how to function, i’m fucked up, every moment is spent thinking about how i want to die but i can’t tell anyone because the fact that they continue to think that i’m happy is so much more important
i wish i could just try. things would be better if i could just make an attempt.
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You’re not alone. I feel the same way. You are a real person. Talk to someone would be my advice even if my advice doesn’t matter to you. Suicide hotlines could help.