What makes the bit about actually committing suicide is the thought of whats after, who will you effect (if anyone), and honestly is it worth the risk not knowing what ahead in life or who you will meet that might just understand. All it takes is one person to shine a light that will guide you in some positive direction. I know how that feels. I was like this since I was born, filled with hate, anger, even sometimes all of it was directed to my self. There were times where letting go made more sense. But in the end I met people that even thought they couldn’t stay around to shine that light I need forever it guided me to a light thats there…which is my girlfriend. A girl that I never thought I would meet in a life time even though all my pain and suffering. Looking back I didnt know what tomorrow would bring or if it would get better but I tried.
i’m with smcnally, the government makes it hard for there to be a peaceful way out of this world, only violent. And i wouldn’t want to take the chance of shooting myself in the head and still living with half a face or something..
anyways yea, if there was a nice way to commit suicide that was open to the public you would see alot less of us on here probablly,
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What makes the bit about actually committing suicide is the thought of whats after, who will you effect (if anyone), and honestly is it worth the risk not knowing what ahead in life or who you will meet that might just understand. All it takes is one person to shine a light that will guide you in some positive direction. I know how that feels. I was like this since I was born, filled with hate, anger, even sometimes all of it was directed to my self. There were times where letting go made more sense. But in the end I met people that even thought they couldn’t stay around to shine that light I need forever it guided me to a light thats there…which is my girlfriend. A girl that I never thought I would meet in a life time even though all my pain and suffering. Looking back I didnt know what tomorrow would bring or if it would get better but I tried.
Basically, we don’t want to fuck it up. We don’t take chances. It’s all or nothing. If we want to be dead, we have to make sure it happens.
i’m with smcnally, the government makes it hard for there to be a peaceful way out of this world, only violent. And i wouldn’t want to take the chance of shooting myself in the head and still living with half a face or something..
anyways yea, if there was a nice way to commit suicide that was open to the public you would see alot less of us on here probablly,