Sick of the doctors!

Ive been in an out of the hospital for almost a year now! with NO answers! i took a trip with my step dad to New Brunswick, we drove there and then  i took a bus home about a month and a half later. after i got home i felt horrible, couldnt keep anything down and was just in so much pain. that was about a year ago and its still the same now. there may be a few days out of a month were i feel okay but then the pains back again. My spin is shaped like an S! so just imagine how that feels everyday, can barley get out of bed. somedays i cant eat, and i love trying new foods…. and living with this pain for this long can really drive a person crazy!! and when youve been in and out of the hospital and they just fill you up with drugs then send ya home. well NEWS FLASH doc!!! those drugs wear off, then im left with feeling the pain again! so sick of doctors not trying to find out whats really wrong,instead they just give you all these pills! thats dont even fucking work! just at the end of my rope with this stupid pain! im going insaneeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!