I said I wasn’t going to post a last post. I don’t know why I am other than the fact that I shut my email off again. This is not about anyone but me.  I have been up many nights trying to figure out the best way to do this.This should not even be as difficult as it was before. Thank you to those that gave me your time and attention.
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This is how I feel as well yet haven’t gotten as far as you. Whether it’s time for me or not to go, am sure eventually it’ll hit the trigger.
This isn’t the first time. I’m sure a lot of us feel this same way.
Jael no :'(!!!!!!!!! Please jael :'(!!!
Hi rathernot. Email is off now. Please don’t worry. It will be painless.
No jael :'( I’m fucking crying now god I’m losing everyone :'( you can’t do this to me :'(
You are not losing everyone. I am no one to bother with.
Jael you don’t know how much you mean to me :'( I can’t lose you….please jael fight with me :'( please, oh god jael :'( I’m such a mess :'(
I know you are going through a lot right now. It is my time. This has nothing to do with you.
Jael it’s not your time :'( pleae don’t go :'( please :””( jael don’t go anywhere Hun :'( we can get through this
I have planned this for a long time now. It’s what I want. Finally I can stop thinking and dealing with my past and I can move forward to a new life.
Jael honey I’ve wanted to die for the longest as well but I’m fighting this depression for everyone I love :'( please jael we can move passed all your in a better way and you can be alive and happy :'(
Jael please respond :'(
Jael please :'( I really hope you are okay :'(