I wish I could beat happiness into my fucking skull. There’s only room for one sad person in this family and my brother got the slot first. They say if he doesn’t get better by January they’ll put him in the hospital, my mom looks at me like I’m supposed to fix him and I wonder what “getting better” means.
I can’t die and I can’t live.
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“Getting better” means learning how to cope with your own reality. Learning coping skills…thinking less and less about death and such. It’s okay to be unhappy…it’s part of life…but not all the time. Nor should you be deliriously happy all the time either. Sooo….getting better means finding the balance. Capiche?
Peace
Amakua