I wish I could wake up. Â I feel I’ve been asleep for the past 2 years. I want to start feeling alive again. Each day just goes past as if I’m waiting for something to happen.
Everyday I see people who have been hurt, are hurting and I can’t do a thing to stop it.
I hate this world, I hate that it’s so mean to everyone.
I hate that people think they can help but they can’t do anything to stop the pain of every living person.
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Since you cant be everywhere at once, make sure you’re okay, then save one person. Then both of you save one person each. Now you four go save four more… Why? Because its better than none.
Go and do. The world needs more compassionate people.
I can relate I feel like I’ve been in some kind of sleep the past few years. Maybe some sort of damage control. Got hurt too many times and to avoid going off the deep end and actually ending my life I guess I went into this sleep where I just barely exist. It is very hard to wake up again. I’ve been trying. Trying to restart some hobbies. Trying to get back in shape. But the sleep pulls you back in. It’s not easy to start over. But I keep trying.
I had to register, just to say I relate to this. It is one thing that I don’t manage my life and feel like ending it sometimes; but to see how many other people struggle, and yet more to help, and no one being able to, just like I am, helpless to help anybody. And it makes me tired and angry and immensely sad that there is no rescuing… whoever I choose to rescue, will eventually go down, because I have no strength to keep them up.
What will I do? How will I save anyone if I cannot save myself?