I feel so empty and alone. It’s been a week since I got out of hospital. I’m at my girlfriends house. She’s asleep right now. I’m so down and upset I can’t sleep. I just want to die right now.
I feel like I should cry, but I can’t.
I want to end it now.
Earlier today, I said there were things I still wanted to do. Now I don’t care. If I die now, I’ll never care.
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i feel similar, if they let u out of hosptal they must think you have hope left, dont plan ahead, just take life as it comes, one problem at a time. if you cant cry then laugh or do something else to vent the emotions. and if u think u want to end it then look at your girlfriend and use her as inpiration to carry on even if its just until the morning
Does your girlfriend care? When i felt like committing suicide the only reason i didn’t was because of my girlfriend at the time! It would hurt her too much.
I think so. I just feel so detached from her. She doesn’t understand how I feel.
It’s funny. Earlier, she kept on telling me how gorgeous I am. Now my mood feels like she doesn’t care about me at all. I know it’s wrong, but depression is like that.