My life just keeps going farther and farther downhill and I can’t seem to find any peace from the despairs of everything around me. Recently, I had tried to commit suicide.. And I told someone I had taken 17 pills, and gone to the hospital because I wanted to live for one person- my ex who I still loved. I still love him.. Now, he says he cares but it’s hard to believe he does and I just want to try again.. I’m tired of this world but I’m scared it won’t work again and I’ll still have to live in secrets of my real feelings, hidden behind a mask of fake happy.. I need help… Anyone? Anyone at all? Just one word? I just need someone to care even a bit..
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ur stronger then u think, posting on here shows that u want to turn ur life over and u want to do something about the darkness – ur on your way to the light!!
ur can do better then him, he ums and errs and i can imagine that what you need is stability and he aint got it.
u can do it 🙂
i care. just a bit my dear.
Thanks.. I just wish he wasn’t trying to keep his own secrets from me.. He’s trying to get back with this girl he used to date and I found out from my sister… I wish I could cut but I’m afraid of someone finding out I did again…