I’m a self loathing pessimist and have no hope whatsoever for my future. I have a million scars all over my body, I’ve attempted once, and my family sucks, except for my dad; the rest of the are dumb idiotic narcissistic morons who repudiate to their own delusions.
Everything’s in decline; it’s not going or will go up any time soon, and even if it goes it’ll only be for a brief instant. Who the hell wants to live in a world with so many hardships and only a little happiness?
way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . stell thanking on how all end it .hope i have guts to end my life soon
thanks for takeing time to read this
Everything in my life in perfect but my brain hates me. I have a great family a beautiful wife, I’m reasonably smart and physically healthy and I have a good job. I have delusions and rage and anger and hatred and fierce emotions that are caused by nothing and my professionals can’t find drugs to control my internal discord. I hate being alive, attempting to contain the madness in my mind is hard and tiring. I think it much better to kill myself rather than to kill thousands of others.
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I’m a self loathing pessimist and have no hope whatsoever for my future. I have a million scars all over my body, I’ve attempted once, and my family sucks, except for my dad; the rest of the are dumb idiotic narcissistic morons who repudiate to their own delusions.
Everything’s in decline; it’s not going or will go up any time soon, and even if it goes it’ll only be for a brief instant. Who the hell wants to live in a world with so many hardships and only a little happiness?
way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . stell thanking on how all end it .hope i have guts to end my life soon
thanks for takeing time to read this
Everything in my life in perfect but my brain hates me. I have a great family a beautiful wife, I’m reasonably smart and physically healthy and I have a good job. I have delusions and rage and anger and hatred and fierce emotions that are caused by nothing and my professionals can’t find drugs to control my internal discord. I hate being alive, attempting to contain the madness in my mind is hard and tiring. I think it much better to kill myself rather than to kill thousands of others.