Organ donor

You’re very kind Lindsey. I have a loving wife, great parents and three doting medical professionals that are all currently trying to play the role you are offering to fill. My problem isn’t something that is easily identified or quantified. From an outside perspective there’s absolutely nothing wrong in my life. I have a great wife, great family, great place to live, good friends and no real worries at all. All the enemies I’m fighting are imaginary. I hear things that aren’t there, I remember things that haven’t happened, I have wild and evil dreams, the list irritating defects I have is long. The medications that I currently take make me able to function effectively. My reason to wish for death is twofold. First, my default state of existence is one that is unpleasant for me to endure. I don’t enjoy constantly fighting everything inside of me. Secondly, I am concerned that my continued living will have a severe negative outcome. When my mind gets to a point beyond my control I have the ability to create much evil. I think if some of the great evildoers in history had recognized that they were uncontrollably acting against public interest and chosen suicide that people would have been better off. I think there are many circumstances were voluntary termination of life is the correct choice. I believe my case is one of those situations.