I hear voices in my head. They tell me to kill myself. I’m almost sixteen. I’ve been sexually abused since I was six. First by a baby siter, then by a cousin, and finally by my ex. I self-harm on a daily basis. My arm looks like total shit. Nobody cares about me. Nobody will listen to me. My parents see my cuts, but they don’t do anything. My “friends” see my cuts, they see my breaking down more and more every day, but they do nothing. Nobody really cares about me. My only goal in life is to die. If I die then everybody will be happy again. Help me. Save me.
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i could say i know how you feel but i dont BUT i have been there i cant say it gets better or worse but i can say that not one notices want we do until we dont do so just take a few days my parents have seen my cuts and wounds and never said anything i think its becuase it mean there kid is thinking about hurting them selfs its overwhelming so they looking pass it is just a way to deal with it and i find thinking about good things like POKEMON =D haha helps to take my mind off it for a while sorry for spelling yours sinserly J
Taking your life is permanent. You can’t change anything once you’re dead. Even if you believe in the afterlife, you still can’t interact with your current ‘life’. If you’re still alive, you can change something. If you’re not, then you can’t.
Try talking to a counselor. We’re here to listen, but we can’t actually help that much since we’re anonymous people behind the screen. We can listen to you though. We listen to your stories and you can listen to ours.
There are always good solutions somewhere.
You are worth it…if nobody is willing to listen to you, I will give u an audience… I study psychology and I will help u out…email me qazzum@live.com…