He wrote me so many precious poems.
Once he told me
“When my skin lacks radiation the clouds stole,
I won’t let this coldness become a black hole,
because the comet in my sky is your smile.”
I hope his black hole opens up
and sucks her up
and kills her
the next time he kisses my best friend,
because he will never see me smile again.
Today, I carved his name into my arm.
The worst part is, if I showed him,
I’d only be less likely to get him back.
He dumped me on my birthday.
Ten minutes after taking my virginity.
Because, after ten months of dating,
I told him I loved him.
He said “Thanks, but I can’t stay with someone
who doesn’t come with a lifetime guaruntee.”
He doesn’t realize than he WAS my lifetime guaruntee.
He taught me how to love.
He also taught me how to hate.
My love for him is gone,
but the heartache remains.
I’m sure I’ll meet him in hell.
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This is by far, the most upsetting post I’ve read yet.
Ten minutes? TEN MONTHS?!
You have every right to feel angry. To hate.
Don’t go hurting yourself for someone like him. He’s not worth the time. In time, you will get better. You’re hurt is only temporary. You will rise up from this stronger then when you went in.
I hope you get better.
Sincerely, Albert.
Hi gothicgirl
It sounds like you’re going through a really tough time, so if you feel like offloading or talking to someone I can offer an ear in which to listen. I know it wont make everything better, but sometimes just having a good rant can help.
If you feel like chatting email me: DChampion19@yahoo.co.uk
And if not, all the best to you anyway. He sounds like a right jerk
I read your strength. I can hear it oozing. You are going to be just fine. You are going to hurt like hell, and be all the more amazing when it’s over, and the hurt will END.
Thanks, guys. I still hurt pretty badly. Tonight I helped him make her a cake for her birthday. Happy fucking birthday to her. I’m running out of room on my arms and thinking that all of this planning might not be the best way to go, and perhaps the knife on my table will be a smart idea to just hack it away. Then again, between then and now I have had some happy times, so I think I’ll hang around for a while.
This is the PERFECT example on why I fucking hate guys. We’re such fucking assholes it disgusts me. I could only WISH that I could make any of my relationships with a girl last 10 months, let alone 1 month… I’m glad that you’ve had happy times since then, just keep thinking about those happy things, and concentrate on them, I’m sure the happiness will stay with you.
Yeah i always get looked at like im food!
I hate guys that do that, but atleast they show that they have interest in you, even if it is only in a sexual manner..
Better no interest than that kind. You kind of mindset is why we have so many lost sorority girls getting ass-fucked while they’re too drunk to realize they’re being used. That kind of mindset kills women.