Why should I try if I get bullied everyday of my damn life…Why should I try if my family just loves talking down to me.. Why should I try when… I dont even have the love of my life with me.. Cody He was/Is the love of my life . He had passed away in May 11,2011 He was the one for me. I love him with all my beatin gheart theres not ONE* Person in this world who could replace him. Hes The one I want.. I wanna just die sometimes cause of the way I feel majority of the time when I dont have you or my family.. I feel like there’s nobody out there for me. I feel like My own family has hatered towards me. I just wanna be loved.. I want to have some true friends.. I dont know what to do anymore .. Cause I dont know… My life has turn into hell since you left & I just wan t you back … & I want my OLD * Life back… Most of all I want YOU Back.. I love you .. & I miss you so much… R.I.P Baby boy I love you.
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Pookie1130
VERY SORRY,
Such pain! You can’t replace him just love his memory, he was a good thing in your life if it happened once it can happen again, hang in there things will change that’s life ups and downs. Look forward to some ups
I lost my boyfriend 3 weeks ago and feel a lot of the same things. We were suppose to be moving in with each other this January and had plans on spending the rest of our lives together. I love him more than words can describe and this loss has seriously broken me. I miss him so much it physically hurts. I want him back so bad I’d do anything. I wish I would have died instead of him a lot too because I know he’d handle this a lot better than me. Does this ever go away? Does it get any better?
It does get better but it takes time… Lots of time.. I am so sorry to hear about yor losses to both pookie and noworries. That is aweful and I can only imagine your pain. You will love again, just give time to let your wounds heal. If I may, can I ask how they died?
I lost my wife in childbirth and our only child died of leukemia when she was four. Bad things happen. And yes it does get better, over time.
I daughter died nearly three years ago now. I was angry for a very, very long time. But after a year and a half of suicide attempts I started to let people and hobbies back into my life. I developed a great friendship with someone I met here. I could call him whenever things were bad, it didnt matter what time. It good to get this stuff out NoWorries, please try and find some to talk too.
I am now engaged and I am happy. I miss my family, that feeling never goes away. but the love has superseded the anger and sadness over time.
Blue
Blue I am so sorry for all your losses. You’ve really had to over come some terrible things. You are proof to others that life moves on and things DO get better. Your an inspiration to others. I would continue to share your story with others. I’m glad you have found love again.