My story

For over 7 years my life has gone from good to really bad. Everything is so bad for me I feel my parents bleep telling me to kill myself, to jump off a cliff, take panadol and die or get hit by a bus. I haven’t made the best choices with relationship. And that is all my fault I used to time many girls at once because they felt so happy what I was saying to them so I felt good about myself and continued to do so. Now everyone makes up shit about me even though I have stopped tinier heaps of girls at once, girls still like me and want to go out with me but there friends make up shit about me and I’m so over it. I’m so sick of life they keep bringing up my past and I hate it so much the only way I feel is to die then I will finally be happy.  People say it’s selfish to do it, in a way it is but also it’s not because they don’t have to go through and deal with all the things I’m dealing with and going through. I see it as the best way out. I know exactly how I’m going to do it I have it all planned but before I do it does anyone have any support or help for me I am already seeing a psychiatrist  but it doesn’t work.